Redemption

False hope 💔

Alex on the other hand accepted me for the monster I am. That was something I longed for all my life. Little by little we grew closer till a time came when we became intimate. It was uncalled for but well expected but I felt bad for Jasmine's love I had betrayed.
I had invited Alex over to watch a movie, it was a friendly thing to do but fate had other plans in mind.
We sat there watching the movie but it was me she was watching. I can’t deny it, I also stole a couple of glances. “He is always so serious which makes him look attractive. How I wish he could just hold me in his arms. Look me into my soul with those eyes and kiss me all over from my neck down to my thighs.” Thought Alex.
She wore a short veiled dress which exposed hear thighs and her breasts. I was tempted to take a look every now and then. She made her hair into a ponytail and her lips, oh her lips were so hard to ignore. My attention was on her so now the movie was but a bore.
We kept battling with our emotions till we couldn’t anymore. She leaned in and I leaned in till we kissed. Oh how much I had missed this. I grabbed her by the waist and put her on me, she wrapped her arms and legs around me.
I took off his shirt and unbuckled his pants, he pulled off my dress and my bra he untied. He kissed my neck and grabbed my ass. She called out my named and rolled her eyes. We made love in the middle of the living room, it was a night to remember, and in my heart love was beginning to bloom.

The next day, I woke up next to her. She looked so peaceful laying there. Some days went by and there was some tension between us, I finally asked if there would ever be an us. She looked at me with a smile on her face and said “no there will never be for I am engaged”. My heart skipped a beat, it felt like I was being stabbed with a wooden stake.
“You are fine with that?” she asked but I had nothing to reply, so I nodded my head yes. Deep down I was hurt but I couldn’t express it. She gave me an invite to her wedding, apparently they have been together since before we met.
Eight months later she got married, I attended the wedding and I was happy for her. Seemed like she had finally found her soul mate and his name was Jeff. They went on their honeymoon and everything, I saw their love grow and it didn’t sting anymore.
I on the other hand was still alone, bound to live for eternity in this monstrous form. But I was at ease with myself. I had finally accepted what I was. Maybe one day I too will be happy like Alex and Jeff.