Tattoos and Bad Boys

Ch84: Apologies

Evan POV

'Shit!'

I felt bad now, I know everything thats happened was out of her control but she called herself stupid. She isn't stupid, she's fun and great but I guess its how she felt from my little lecture.

Bexley then looked at me a little pissed and she got up.

"What the hell?!" She asked," she can't control your enemies! She can't stop whatever the fuck life does to her! And what do you mean you doubt her to protect herself!?"

"Bex-"

"I'm not done!" She hissed," she's been training hard to be able to protect herself and you guys! I see potential in her being a better assassin than me, and why is it her fault that she just wanted to help me with my logo? She doesn't just look at someone and- whoa! Enemies! They're gonna kill her! No!!"

"Bexley thats not-"

"I'm still not done!" She continued," people fear her, people respect her! She use to be the fucking QUEEN of gangs! They were all wrapped around her finger, but she had to go into hiding cause of me and you should not put any blame on her for that situation! And now, she has potential to be something cool and something she probably rocks at!"

I waited for her to finish but she continued as she glared at me.

"You know, she looks up to you a bit? Hm? She looks up to you because you're strong and loyal and helpful, but you can't be proud of her for the little things she's done?" She hissed," I use to be in her shoes, I use to look up to you too but I look up to her now! I don't look up to you cause you can never be proud of something small or even big! She made mel, she made wings that protect her! She did that for You!"

She pointed her finger at me and then pushed it on my chest which pushed me back a bit. 

"She does a lot for you- for this team!...Just to seek some approval that she's doing okay because she can't have her kids." She said an calmed down a bit

I felt even more bad as thats the number one thing Y/N loved more than us. I sighed and went to the stairs.

"Where are you going?" Bexley asked

"I'm gonna apologize, I know she can't stop the things that happen! Its just scary to think one of these times she might not come back." I replied

I took a step on the stairs and was about to continue up.

"And yet, she always does." Bexley said

'She's right...she always comes back...'

I continued up and sighed a little.

'I need to stop worrying about her, she isn't the same Y/N back at the shop or as kids. She's been through a lot now and she's grown from the things that's happened....she can protect herself at this point without us...she isn't a damsel in distress...'

I got to her room an knocked.

"Come in." She replied

I opened her door an she was laying in bed. The dogs were all just around laying on the floor and one was on the bed with her as she hugged him.

I went around to where her face was at an crouched. I crossed my arms on her bed and looked at her an she saw me. She looked guilty and I gave her a smile.

"C'mere." I said softly as I opened up my arms

The dog moved and she came to me an hugged me tight. I hugged her back and comforted her.