With arms wide open

/ Disneyland /

Dad and me spent the whole day at DISNEY PARK! we had a lot of fun, and by the time it was 7 Mom and Mike came because we were going to go to the circus, I was scared to death to clowns and no one knew, so when we got in the circus and sat at our places we waited patiently for the show to start.

It began and then suddenly, out of no where a clown appeared on front of us making me jump and hid behind my father, the clown stood in front of us for a long time, just staring at me, and then he left, but once he had left I didn't move from behind my Dad, I was still shaking, thing that made my Dad turn around, grab me and placed me in his arms, he kept shushing me and running his hand across my face, I started to cry in his shirt wetting it, he kept giving me little kisses in my forehead and with that I started to relax in his arms, when I was relaxed enough Dad told me:

"Want to go home?"

I shook my head 'yes', Dad turned to Mom and mike and told them:

"Lu is shaking, I'm going to take her home"

I felt how Mom stood up and came to me, she hugged me tightly and said:

"Honey, are you okay?"

I shocked my head 'no' and Mom gave me a kiss on the forehead, we stood in silence and then Dad asked me:

"Do you think you can walk or you want me to get you to the car?"

"I can go walking, don't worry"

I slowly stood up and Dad grabbed me and placed me really close to him and we headed outside of the circus and to the car.

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We were in the living room, the two of us silent just looking at the blank TV, I had stopped shaking but I was still shocked and a little bit afraid, no one said a word until I asked Dad:

"Dad?"

He looked at me with a smile and said:

"Yes princess?"

"Could I sleep with you today?"

He smiled at me and hugged me from the side while he said:

"Of course you can"

I nodded, smiled and placed my head in his shoulder:

"Thanks Dad"

"Anything for you my little princess"

I was going to close my eyes and sleep when Dad asked me:

"Do you want to have dinner?"

I woke up and nodded, we went together to the kitchen and started making a pizza, after a while being in silence he said:

"Just like old times when it was only you and me"

I smiled at him and ask:

"Do you miss it?"

"What?" he asked

"This" I said looking around to what we were doing and pointing at the space between us, he sighted and asked:

"Want the truth?"

I nodded while I got two plates out and placed them on the table, and he said:

"Yes I do, it was always you coming from school and telling how it was, then I'll hep you with school homework and we'd study for your exams while making dinner and had really a lot of fun, but what I miss the most was when we had finished dinner and we would go out to the garden, sit together in the hammock and watch the stars while talking about nothing in particular, but since we got here and your mother and bother came along nothing has been the same, not worst, not better, just not the same"