Mistake- A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

Chapter 38

Destiny

Never in my life have i thought i would be where I am today. After being here for so long, i've realized a few unusual things. First, my mom and friends haven't made a single attempt to find me. Second, I haven't seen a single amber alert go out since my disappearance. So not only have I not been found, but i haven't wanted to be found by my family. 

A huge part of me cries inside, but i refuse to let the tears escape on the outside. I love my mom and my friends, but if they truly felt the same way about me, I would be discovered now. 

As selfish as it sounds, I don't want to go anywhere but with Zayn. After the 2 months that i've spent here, I've fallen for him. I know what you all are thinking , "how the heck can you fall for someone in a couple month's notice". I know im an emotional and hormonal teenager, but when you love someone, it's that special connection between you two that gets stronger and stronger every time you're with them. 

When you look at them, it's like everything in the world fades away and the only thing keeping you up is their never-ending gaze. You get weak in the knees when you brush against them. Your heart races to it's highest speed when they approach you. You feel electric when they touch your skin. The simplest things they do make you happy.

With Zayn, I know that i'm safe and protected from the good and bad. At first, I pledged not to be one of those teenage girls who fall for their kidnapper, but Zayn wasn't your normal kidnapper. Yes he abused me in the beginning, but it  was only because i never listened. He protected me from the beginning. If it wasn't for him, I would have possibly been jumped by someone more cruel, more evil.

Apart from the past, Zayn Malik is the best thing thats ever happened to me. He was never evil, he just needed to be saved from the cruel world he was forced to live in. Every moment with him has been the best moments of my life. I'm in love with a wanted criminal, but as dangerous as that sounds, i've never felt more protected. 

I slipped on my leather coat as the alarm clock read 8:00. I took a large gulp as my hands shook slightly. My bottom lip trembled uncontrollably once the time struck 8:01. 

I was either getting one step closer to my death, or one step closer to my life-changing future. I was snapped out of my thoughts when i felt a oversized hand cover my pale cool one. I looked up to meet the chocolate brown irises that i pray i'll be able to admire once the night is over.

 "I promise everything will be okay tonight. All three of us are going to be okay. I'll always protect you guys before I protect myself. You are the love of my life, and thats never changing. You've changed me into the man i thought i'd never be again and i'll be damned if I lose you two now.", Zayn said, holding my hand tight. 

I flinched slighty when the warmth that I was beginning to embrace was switched to cold. I looked down to see the familiar 9mm glock in my hand. I looked back up a Zayn. 

"Anna is VERY unpredictable. Use this in desired situations only. I'll take care of the rest.", He mumbled, pulling my face up. 

"I know you're scared baby, i know. Just stay with me. It's my job to protect you, and it will always be my job."

I looked over to my side to see the clock read 8:08. I let out a shaky breath before wrapping my arms around his neck, inhaling his exotic mix scent. 

"I love you, more than I ever thought i would.", i mumbled before giving him a full-on kiss on the lips. His arms wrapped around my slightly slim torso, pulling me impossibly closer to his body. I pulled away, lacing my fingers with his. 

"Let's go."

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My leg continued to uncontrollably bounce as I sat frightened in the car. Zayn kept his hand on my knee, rubbing it soothingly, but my nerves kept getting the best of me.