Mistake- A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

Chapter 34

Destiny

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed, the warm sun peeping through the window. I blinked as my vision turned white and blurry. Turning over, i realized that Zayn wasn't beside me, engulfing me in his mixed scent. I rubbed the empty space, sadness running through me. 

Even though it's only been a day, i still can't fathom the thought of seeing Zayn in that hospital room. The thought of seeing that bullet shoot them him make my blood turn into ice, freezing my entire body. I sniffled, an unexpected tear sliding down my eye. 

I sighed, throwing my legs over the bed and dragging myself to the bathroom. As i began undressing, a knock occured on the other side of the door. 

"Destiny, sorry for just barging up here, i just wanted to tell you that breakfast is done, come down when you're done.", Jacob said, waiting for a response. 

"Oh okay, i'll be down in a few...", I replied before footsteps walked away from the door. I jumped into the shower, the burning hot water sliding down my stiff body. After i finished, i slipped on a simple black tank top and pajama pants. After running my towel through my dripping wet hair, i walked downstairs, the smell of eggs and bacon filling my nose. 

"Thanks for cooking, it smells amazing.", I said, nodding approvingly at Jacob. "You're welcome, besides, Al isn't even back from last night .." 

"Still?", i said in disbelief, raising an eyebrow confusingly. "Yeah, i guess he had to deal with some "important business"....like usual...", Jacob mumbled, fixing a plate. 

After fixing my plate, i sat down on a stool by the island, digging in quickly. Jacob soon came after me, constantly looking up and down at me. 

We ate in silence, the sound of the air conditioner clicking on and off occasionally. I tapped my fork on the side of the plate, glancing up at Jacob every now and then. I will admit, Jacob is really attractive, but he's awkward which makes him fun to be around. He's almost like a really shy teenager, but he's in his low twenties. 

I looked up at him, his eyes quickly leaving mine. "Okay, it's so obvious, you like me don't you?!", I said, with a minature smile. His eyes widening like a deer in headlights, his cheeks turning rose pink of embarressment. 

"I.....i'm...uh....i need to pee..", He said, before excusing himself and running up the stairs in total embarressment. I bursted out into hysterics, washing the dishes as i did so. After a good 5 minutes, Jacob came back down, his eyes glued to the floor. 

"Jacob?", i said, putting a finger under his chin. He slowly looked up at me, an unfamiliar emotion in his eyes that i couldn't quite put my finger on. "Yes i like you ......I find you crazy attractive, and i always have since the second i laid eyes on you. You are honestly breathtakingly beautiful.", he said, his hand coming up to my cheek, caressing it. 

I tried backing up, but i was stuck between the countertop and him. I gulped, my breathing speeding up in fear. He leaned in, his lips oddly close to mine but part of me didn't want to back up. He closed his eyes, slightly brushing the front of his lips against the tip of mine, barely touching them. 

He looked into my eyes, winking before a smirk formed across his lips. He backed away slowly, turning on the heels of his feet and upstairs. 

I let go of the breath i didn't realize i was holding in. Once i got my thoughts together, i raced upstairs behind him, barging into his bedroom. He turned around, his chest revealed showing sharp curves of muscle. 

"So now you are trying to spot me naked?", he asks teasingly, raising an eyebrow and smirking. 

"No, i came to do this!" I stepped to him and slapped his cheek, a loud pop echoing across the room. "What the hell is wrong with you!?" I'm with Zayn and only Zayn, and you are trying to put moves on me?! You're crazy!", i said, before walking back into my room. I shut my bedroom door, lounging on my bed and staring at the ceiling. I sighed deeply, closing my eyes as i got trapped in my thoughts. 

I'm not going to lie. Jacob is CRAZY attractive, and sincere, but im with Zayn. I'm in love with Zayn. I want only Zayn, and thats never changing. Part of me really did want to kiss Jacob, but i knew how wrong it would be to do that. I'm having the love of my lifes' baby. OUR baby. It has to be my hormones going crazy....it has to be. I'm not getting feelings for Jacob....I'm just not ....

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