Mistake- A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

Chapter 12

Destiny

It was now getting dark outside and i had finished putting up all of the clothes. I wiped of a tiny drop of sweat that tried to escape my forehead before walking outside the door and to Zayn, who wasn't in the livingroom. I turned my head once i hear sobbing. When i turned my head, i saw Zayn holding the picture of the beautiful brunette and himself. 

"Why did i have to betray you? I loved you Lauren, I love you. She made me do it, I'm so sorry!", Zayn sobbed louder, tear drops landing on the photo. 

"Z-Zayn?", i stuttered, making Zayn quickly look up. He scurried to his feet and placed the picture back into the frame. "Yeah....um.....w-what do you need?", Zayn mumbled, wiping away his tears. I hesitantly walked towards his direction and placed my hand on his shoulder. "Zayn....", i started, but Zayn cut off my sentence too quickly. "What do you need?", he said forcefully, making himself sound stronger than what he was beholding. 

"You told me to go to the livingroom when i finished......you weren't there....", i mumbled, backing away in fear of getting hit. 

"I told you to go in the livingroom once you finished, so why aren't you in the livingroom?!", he choked, his eyes still on the ground. 

"I heard you crying and....i.....i wanted to.....um..........s-see if.....y....you were ok.......", i said, definitely worried that he would hit me. My eyes widened in fear once he walked up to me, but the only thing he did was pull me into an embrace. "Thank you.....for......caring......", he mumbled, pulling away slowly, while i just stood there in amazement that he hit me all this time, just to hug me in return. 

"Umm....sure...i don't like to see people upset.......", i mumbled awkwardly. He just nodded and looked away. 

"So....what do i do now?", I asked while rocking back and forth on my heels. 

"Just um.....just take a shower, clean up a bit and then just go to bed. I need to....go for a walk...", He choked while sniffling in the process. 

"OK..", i said before turning on my heels and walking into the bathroom to freshen up.

"Destiny?", Zayn called out, making me turn around quickly. "Yeah?", i asked, ready to hurry and get my shower. "Don't do anything you'll regret, i may be sober and sad, but that doesn't mean i won't hurt you and punish you still, got me?", he assured. 

"OK.", i said nervously before walking into the bedroom. I walked straight into the bathroom and started running my water.

Zayn

I grabbed my keys once i lectured Destiny about trying to escape. I went straight for the door, closing it as quick as possible. I jumped into my car and quickly drove off, not knowing exactly where i was gonna go or which route i was going to take to get there. I immediately thought of Cherry-Bluff rd. I had my foot floored on the gas pedal, crossing red lights and stop signs as if they weren't even there. At this moment, i was pissed and didn't have a care in the world. It's just something about that picture that makes me soft every time i look at it. More and more tears began to escape my eyes the longer i drive. I drifted into the dog park, slamming on my brakes so i didn't hit the light pole. I got out of my car and pulled out a cigarette. I found a park bench and sat down, inhaling and exhaling, trying to cool down my nerves. 

Back to Destiny

I finished my shower and wrapped myself up with a towel. I searched and searched in the bathroom until i found another towel to wrap my hair. After i found it and wrapped my hair, and went into the room to look for clothes. I pulled out a tank top and shorts with monkey socks before blow drying my hair, putting it up into a bun and jumping into bed....literally. I covered myself up and turned off the table lamp. 

"Who is that girl in that picture and why was Zayn crying about her?", i asked as if someone was in the room with me. I huffed and sighed before drifting off into a peaceful sleep, trying my hardest not to cry because of my constant burning sensation of the cuts on my back....

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