Mistake- A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

Chapter 14

Zayn

I walked out of the bedroom after forcing Destiny to bed and i felt horrible. I don't want to hurt her by no means  but she's so fucking stubborn and she can't think she runs the place. It's my fucking house. I walked to the living room and plopped down onto the sofa with rage flowing through me. 

At this moment i've never been so confused and upset before. I just get so emotional and broken looking at that picture and so many times i've tried to burn it and shred it but i can't, my heart won't let me. Secret is, i play the whole bad boy role, but im literally nothing but a soft bear on the inside. Part of me is still deeply in love with Lauren but part of me is getting minor feelings for Destiny. 

I mean come on, look at her, she's beautiful, and she's sassy and...unique, just like Lauren. I sat pulled out a cigarette from my back pocket and began smoking, watching the smoke fade out the farther it travels away from my mouth. 

I do care for Destiny, but Annastasia wants her and needs her, but like i said before, i do have a heart and i didn't even want to be in this position, but it's my life now. I don't want Destiny to go to Annastasia at all, she'll be sold and used as a sex slave......I just hope and pray to god that that's not where Lauren is....

I put out my cigarette in the ashtray and went back to the room, to see sleeping beauty, Destiny. She was knocked out, completely. I walked over to her and turned on the table lamp, only to see a bruise on her jaw from where i punched her. It was now purple and red with a squishy feeling. I sighed with frustration and kissed her now bruised jaw and then her adorable nose. I turned off the lamp and began stripping before jumping into the shower. After i washed up, i dried my wet mop i call hair and put a towel around my waist. I went into the bedroom to hear Destiny mumbling in her sleep. I rushed to put clothes on and jumped into bed with her. 

"No, nonononono please don't hurt me, no ZAyn no DON'T HURT ME PLEASE STOOOOP!", she screamed with terror making my heart go soft. 

"Destiny, Destiny, wake up..", i whispered while shaking but the screams kept going. 

"NO PLEASE DON'T ZAYN NO!", she screamed again. 

"Destiny, wake up for me please?", i said louder, now getting really concerned about her. 

"Please, no.", she whispered making tears come out of her eyes, and thats when, i lost it.

"Destiny, baby wake up please, wake up baby please?!", i screamed while shaking her, making her sit up in fear and in tears. She looked at me and balled out in tears. 

"Des, it's ok, im here, everything's gonna be ok.", i whispered, hushing her and hesitantly pulling her into me. Scared that she would push me off, she just grabbed me tighter. I laid back, making her lay her head on my chest. 

Her sobs were getting softer and softer and her sniffles were reducing. By the time i looked down at her again, she had fell asleep again. I admired her beautiful features with the little moonlight the flashed in the bedroom through the blinds. 

I ran my fingers through her silky like hair and kissed her forehead and nose before moving her closer to me and drifting off to a peaceful sleep.

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I know some of you are like what the heck horrible update, but i wanted you guys to see Zayn's point of view, see he does have a heart you guys and maybe Destiny will dig it out more, maybe she'll be taken before she can who knows?!?! but i've been thinking about the ending of the book and i have the perfect idea and it's going to kill you guys, but i know it might be too early in the book to mention but seeing how many people like my book, i've decided to create a sequel for my lovelys(((: I thank all of you who are reading and who have added this to your reading list and voted and commented. I love you all even if you haven't. It means so much((: <3 but im gonna update tons this summer so be prepared and i hope you guys like me new book cover!!((: Love you bunches!!!! ((:

~Ashly <3 ^.^