Mistake- A Zayn Malik Fanfiction

Chapter 17

Destiny

I walked to the bedroom and quietly closed the door. I leaned against the door, having flashbacks of today. After everything that Zayn has done to me, i still manage to like him. I mean come on who wouldn't, he's beautiful. His lips were so soft and warm, his eyes were so loving. He stole my virginity, which i still to this day can't believe, but he also stole my first kiss, That im actually happy about....i think.

I walked to the bathroom, stripping out of my clothes and jumping into the shower. I decided to wash my hair so i stole some of Zayn's hair shampoo. I turned around, allowing the warm water to run down my well healing cuts. I can't help but wonder why Zayn has been so loving and caring lately. Maybe he isn't as bad as most people blame him to be, maybe he just needs to be saved.

I honestly don't think he wanted to hurt me and even under all of those bad ass tattoos, he does have a heart, you just have to dig it out. I turned off the water and stepped out before wrapping myself up. I walked back to the bedroom and got my clothes before going back into the bedroom. As i was drying my hair, i heard the bedroom door open and soon close, but i didn't fully acknowledge it. 

Just as i was about to pull the towel down, i felt arms wrap around my waist. I turned around with a smile and looked into Zayn's chocolate brown eyes which were now lighter than i remember. He caressed my cheek with his thumb before kissing my forehead. His body tensed up while he kissed me. He sighed before pulling back and looking at my reflection in the mirror. I turned my head and winced slightly as he ran his fingers over my cuts. I looked back up at him only to see his eyes concentrating on my cuts and hit adam's apple stick out from swallowing so hard. His eyes began to water up as he opened his mouth. 

"Im so sorry for hurting you.....and raping you.....and taking you away from your family and friends..", he mumbled still looking at my cuts. 

I blinked with my lips parted, processing the words that just spilled out his mouth. "I'm nothing but a sick, souless monster for hurting you, and even after you cried and screamed for help, i still hurt you when i knew that it was wrong to ever harm a beautiful woman like you, and i am so fucking sorry.", he said while looking at me, tears rolling down his face. 

I don't know if im shocked at the fact that he just opened up and told me how he felt or the fact that he is crying in front of me or the fact that he never wanted to hurt me. Just as i was about to speak, his lips slowly met mine. He grabbed my bum and deepened the kiss. I ran my fingers through his jet black hair, pulling and tugging slightly.

He licked my bottom lip like he did at the beach and i hesitantly allowed him to. Our tongues fought for control and that's when i realized that i think i actually have feelings for Zayn Malik. I broke the kiss slowly, Zayn still leaning in. "Please just a little more?", he mumbled against my lips, making me grab a little more air before kissing him once more. Our lips moved in perfect sync, the kiss staying light and loving. He pulled away and chuckled lightly. "Fuck i love your lips. They're so addicting.", he whispered, rubbing his thumb across my bottom lip. "I'll let you get dressed and im coming back to get a shower.", he said before moving some of the hair out of my eyes and pecking my lips. 

I watched as he walked out of the door and out of the bedroom door. I slipped on my clothes and crawled into bed after pulling my damp hair into a ponytail. Just as i pulled my covers to my waist my stomach started growling. I got out of bed and walked into the kitchen, to find Zayn drinking coke. 

"Well hey beautiful, what are you doing?", he asked while holding his arms out. "Im kinda hungry.", i said, just as my stomach growled. I walked into his waiting embrace and he kissed my neck. "You smell like my shampoo.", he mumbled making me giggle. "Yeah i hope it's ok that i used it.", i said looking down and blushing. He chuckled and nodded before we parted. "I need to shower babe, grab anything you need to out of the fridge ok?", he said while walking to the bedroom. I nodded and  searched through the frigde and then it hit me. 

He just called me....babe....

I grabbed things to make a sandwich and put them on the counter before looking down and smiling, my cheeks heating up. 

Two minutes later i was done eating my surprisingingly delicious sandwich and was going back into the bedroom after turning off the lights. I walked into the bedroom and closed the door. As i turned around, i saw Zayn in the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his torso dangerously low. Not once did he look up as he slowly unwrapped it. As much as i wanted to see i walked to the bed. I laid down and sighed, waiting for his warmth to surround me. 

A few minutes later, the bathroom light shut off and he came to the bed with a smile on his face. He crawled under the cover to me and pulled my body to him. Just his presence alone made my body tingle. 

"Goodnight Destiny, sleep well.", he mumbled in my neck before kissing it. 

"Goodnight Zayn, you too.", i said before closing my eyes. 

He mumbled something before i completely drifted off.

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