Lost in another world...

Chapter 21

****Before I start this chapter I just wanted to apologize to everyone for not updating. I've just been really busy with school and work and I just don't seem to have the time to keep updating, I apologize! I'm going to try to finish this story by June, that is my goal! So please don't be mad and share this story with everyone! Once again I'm really sorry! Things are gonna get interesting soon! So keep reading!!****

*Sara POV*
Sitting in the car with Helen and Niall was very awkward. This very awkward silence surrounded us and I could feel every bit of it. In what felt like hours, we had already reached the hotel. Helen hadn't spoken a word, neither had Niall. "I'll meet you upstairs" Helen finally said as I opened up the door. I nodded and made my way up. I wondered what they'd say to each other. I wondered if Niall knew about Zayn and Harry...and us. Zayn. My body filled with hatred at the thought of him. The images of him holding onto the blondes butt made me cringe. He ruined my life and he'll pay for it. I swear! He had hurt me so much. I'm going to hurt him so bad. He'll regret it. I swear by it. Just then I heard a knock on the door. Without peeping through the peephole I opened it. Hoping Helen would give me some clarity. "Alex?" I whispered in shock. His brown hair swept to the side. His brown eyes filled with sadness. He dropped his bag on the floor and quickly put his strong arms around me. "I've missed you so much" he exclaimed. He pulled away and I looked at him confused. "What are you doing here?" I asked a bit harshly. "What? I can't see my girlfriend?" He asked as he moved pass me and into the suite. "You paid for this? You can't afford this" he said looking around the room. I gulped. Just then Helen walked in and her eyes widened. "Woah what the fuck?" She said in the doorway. Her eyes met Alex's. "What are you doing here?" She asked. "Why is everyone asking me that? I can't see my girlfriend?" he replied as he took off his shoes and sat on the bed. Helen gave me a look. "I'm fine" I lied. "Stop lying" he said. I looked over at Helen and Helen looked upset. I sighed. I needed some time alone with Alex to talk things through. "Helen do you mind giving us a minute please?" Helen went outside the room and I locked the door. "Why did you really come here?" I asked Alex without looking at him. "I already told you...I came to see you-" "Cut the bullshit and tell me the truth" I said a bit harshly. I know why he was here but I wanted to hear him say it. He thinks I'm cheating on him. He doesn't trust me! He never trusted me. "I want to know who is this Zayn and what is going on between the two of you" Alex finally admitted. I sighed. "You don't trust me?" I bit my tongue, quickly regretting my question. I didn't want to hear his response. "Sara, you know I do" Alex came up to me and put his arms around me. "Stop lying to me!" I said as I pushed him. My tears began to flow. I was done. Done with him Done with Zayn Done with everyone. "Sara-" "Get out" I said. "Sara please I-" he begged. "I said get out! I don't need this right now!" I yelled. Just then Helen came upstairs. "A relationship is based on trust. If you can't even trust me how can we have a relationship?" I said tears bursting out my eyes. "I hate you! I hate you so much! I'm not a whore!" I said falling to my knees. Helen rushed over to my side. "I think you need to leave" she said to Alex. Alex's expression blurred. He threw his hands up and made his way towards the door and shutting it with a thud. "Relax relax" Helen whispered. She helped me onto the bed and gave me a box of tissue. "That was quite a show you put on. I don't think Alex is the reason why you're upset" she moved back and crossed her arms. "Now tell me what's really going on" I wiped my face with a tissue. There was no point in hiding it now. "I saw Zayn with some blonde whore earlier today..." I confessed. Helen sighed an "ohh" she went into the kitchen, fixing a teapot on the stove. "And why did that bother you?" Helens question made my stomach hurt. "I don't know..." I sobbed lightly. I looked down at my hands. I looked back up at Helen who fixed two cups of tea with honey. She handed me a cup and sat down next to me. "Now I think I do. And correct me if I'm wrong. I think you've got a thing for zayn" she said. My stomach fluttered. "By thing I hope you mean hatred. I can't love zayn I have a boyfriend!" "Had a boyfriend" Helen corrected. I looked down at my tea with sadness. "It's okay. It happens. When you're in a relationship for too long you get attracted to others. It's nothing big it's just-" I cut her off. "I know I know it's just that...its Zayn. He's such a jerk! He's rude and full of himself and-" she cut me off. "And that happens to turn you on so shutup" Helen smirked. I made a face. She was right. I did have a thing for Zayn..it was wrong I know. "Ughhh" I moaned. "It's okay. You need to chill, take a shower and go to bed" Helen said finishing her tea. I nodded and went to the bathroom, I need a break.