Lost in another world...

Chapter 24

Sara POV* 

I followed Alex to a nearby Cafe. We sat down and the waitress took our orders. I was nervous for some odd reason. It was like meeting Alex all over again and not knowing what t o expect. A part of me wanted to apologize to him and make everything ok but another part of me just wanted him to understand I'm an adult and I can handle things. "I wanted to talk to you about what happened last night" Alex said putting his hands on the table. I avoided looking at him. I was scared about what he'd say. "Look Sara, the reason I came here was to check if you were okay. After our last phone call I was really worried about you. I thought were in some sort of trouble." The waitress set our drinks on our table and I took mine. I sipped on my drink; letting it moist my dry throat. "I only came because I thought you needed me here. I want to know who this Zayn guy is and why you were with him?" Alex's tone had changed into suspicion. I gave him a look. "I wasn't with him. He booked the room next door to us and was bothering us. That's why we moved to a different suite" I shot back trying to defend myself. My voice was shaking, I'm usually not the one to argue or stand up for myself. "How did you pay for the King Suite? I know you two couldn't afford it" Alex sounded suspicious. I gave him another look. What was he trying to imply? "Zayn and his mate paid for it. We wanted to get away from them" Alex let out a sarcastic laugh. "Why would they pay for your suite when its obvious that they wanted you around" Alex was in disbelief. "Well it's true. You can go ahead and ask Helen yourself" My voice was rising with anger. He snorted. "Helen is the last person I'd trust" he said under his breath. I felt my face heat up with anger. "If you have something to say then quit being a pussy and just fucking say it!" I yelled at him. Alex looked at me shocked and people began to stare. "Woah, you've really changed. It hasn't even been a whole week since you been here and you're a completely different person!" Alex said back. I let out a laugh. "You're the delusional one. You thought I was cheating on you didn't you?" I crossed my arms giving him the coldest stare. Alex remained quite, letting go of my gaze. "Tell me!" I yelled. "Yeah! Yeah I do think you were cheating on me!" he shot back.

My face quickly fell. I knew a part of me always thought that he didn't trust me but I didn't believe it. The tears I was holding back came out. I took a deep breath in. I was done crying. I know I didn't cheat, I was telling him the truth. If he didn't believe me, I couldn't do anything about it. I was done. "I would never cheat on you...but it's obvious you don't believe me" I let out a frustrated sigh. "You never trusted me...and a relationship is built on trust..." I gave him one last look before wiping my tears. "I'm done" I grabbed my bag and got up out the chair. "Sara wait..." Alex said pleadingly. I walked towards the door and walked out. Alex followed behind me "SARA! Please wait!" Alex said coming up behind me. My walk turned into a jog and before I knew it I was running to the hotel. My tears felt cold against my hot cheeks as I ran. We were together for 4 years. You would think that being with someone for that long, they would know you inside out. It hurt having to end the only relationship I ever had, but Alex wasn't the one for me. I just needed to get away from him. 

All of a sudden I felt a soft warm hand grab a hold of my arm pulling me into their chest. I looked up shocked to see who it was. My eyes met with two familiar brown eyes. Zayn. "What's wrong?" he asked in a soft voice. His brows furrowed, a clear expression of concern was written on his face. My heart beat fastened. A part of me was happy to see him but my face quickly fell from happiness to anger. For a second I had forgotten that he was the reason for all of this. I pushed Zayn away and pulled away from his firm grip. I ran to the hotel lobby and Zayn followed behind me. "What happened? Are you okay?" He asked softly grabbing my wrist again. I pulled away. "Stay away from me! This is all your fault!" I yelled at Zayn. Alex walked in behind Zayn. I couldn't stand to look at them both. "I hate you so much Zayn...you ruined my life" I couldn't yell at him anymore, my throat was hurting from all the yelling. I just wanted to go back to Helen. Zayn's eyes fell and his face looked sad. My tears were uncontrollable but I didn't care that he saw me at my most vulnerable state. Just as I was about to leave, Alex came up behind Zayn forcing Zayn to turn around. Alex held up his fist and punched Zayn in the eye. Zayn fell unconscious to the floor. My heart fell into my stomach as I screamed Zayn's name.