Lost in another world...

Chapter 20

He was wearing only black pants and no t shirt. "Oh my god Sara are you okay?!" He ran to my side and picked me up, holding me close to his bare chest. I tried my best to stop crying but I just couldn't. "It's going to be ok. Don't cry love. Everything is going to be okay" he said as he rubbed my body for comfort. He rocked me back and forth, helping me calm down. I was so thankful, I don't know what I would've done. He handed me a tissue from the table and I wiped my tears. "I'm sorry.." I weakly apologized. "Sorry for what?" He asked quietly. "I'm sorry you had to come in here half naked" he let out a small chuckle. "Ah doesn't mater as long as you're ok. Do you want to talk about it?" He asked smiling at me. I nodded. I could use some advice at this point. I told Louis about Alex and about Zayn. I told him how rude he behaved with me and how Alex wasn't returning my calls. Louis' face looked confused. "Wait Zayn? I know him" his said in disbelief. My face fell. "Wait, zayn from one direction?" I asked again hoping he'd say no. "Yeah..he's my band mate" my eyes widen. "You're in the band as well?" My voice trembled, "Yeah I am... but I just don't understand...why Zayn would behave like that with you, he has a girlfriend" I felt my heart drop. I could feel the heat come over my body. I feel...dirty. How could he? Do this when he has a girlfriend? Just then Louis' phone began to ring. He gently let go of me and answered. "Hey....I'm at the hotel why?....what the fuck? What happened to him?! I'm on my way...call the others!" He hung up the phone. "What happened?" I asked concerned. "It was my friend Niall he said something happened to one of my bandmate" his voice filled with worry. "Oh my god, Helen was with Niall!" My voice breaking. "Come with me, they're at the hospital" Louis went outside and returned with a shirt on. I quickly wiped my face and followed him down the stairs into the lobby. I hope everything's alright!

*Helens POV*

We were sitting in the waiting room impatiently waiting for the doctor. It's only been about 15 minutes since he's been in the ER but it feels like an hour. Niall was sitting next to me with his elbows on his knees and his hands gripped together as a fist holding his head up. I told Niall the truth about Harry. I told him that he was my neighbor back at the hotel. We've bumped into each other before, but I didn't know who he was until the lady at the lobby told me. I didn't mention the stuff about his behavior with me. I don't want things to begin with a bad start. I was finally starting to like Niall and I didn't want Harry ruining things. I was scared. The thought of Harry being hurt was aching me. I want him to be okay. Just then the nurse came in. We got up simultaneously. "Is he ok?!" My voice straining. "I'm afraid his kidneys are too weak. He's been drinking a lot. The doctor is with him and is trying the best he can" she replied. My heart feeling as if it had been crushed. Panic arouse in me. Niall's face just as concerned. He looked me in the eyes."I'm gonna go make a call. I'll be back" his voice was filled with sadness. I nodded and he went away. I sat back down on the seat. Why would Harry do this to himself? Why did he drink? Was he hurting? Did he need someone? My thoughts were running wild. I don't know why but I just...my heart it just...just flutters at the thought of him. I don't know what comes over me...the way he looks me in the eyes and smirks showing off his dimples...they just speak to me...as if he's trying to say something. I laid my head against the wall behind me. And Niall? He's probably the sweetest guy I know. He's so kind and nice to me. He makes me laugh and feel good...but I can't commit. I mean he's a great guy and all but he's not Harry. I bit my lip. This Is not the time to think about your love life Helen! I thought to myself. Harry is in critical condition and all you can think about is who you like the most? There's a chance Harry might not be alive! Snap out of it Helen! This is not like you! You haven't loved a guy for two years, what makes you think you're in love now? I squeezed my eyes shut. "What's gotten into you Helen?" I whispered to myself. "I'm losing it" Just then nurse came back. "He's feeling better now. He's still a bit nauseas but you can go in if you'd like" she smiled at me and my heart fluttered. He was going to be okay! I got up and followed the nurse to Harry's room. Harry dressed in a hospital gown was laying on the bed with a blanket up to his waist. He had a tube on his arm that was covered in tattoos. He looked up at me and smiled. "Whatcha looking at?" He smirked. I couldn't help but smile. His hair was messy and his eyes red. But he looked beautiful, as always. I went by his side. "How are you feeling?" I asked still worried. He smiled at me again. "I'm fine. Just you know at the hospital..chilling" he said sarcastically. I let out a soft chuckle. "You know, you're something else" I replied as I bit my lip. "Thanks I get that a lot" his eyes not leaving mine. I sat down on the chair next to the bed. "What happened?" I couldn't help but ask. It was hurting me. His eyes shifted away. I sighed. "What made you do it?" I asked again. Waiting for his answer was dreadful. I was not going to let this be unanswered. I'm not going to be ignored again. "Nothing made me do it" he replied sternly. "Liar" I replied back in a harsher tone. I could see a smirk form on his face. "You're so childish you know?" He replied. I let out a fake laugh. "Childish? Harry I'm NOT the one whose childish! Do you have any idea what could have happened to you? You could've died, you idiot! How could you let this happen to yourself?! You're the immature one Styles! Not me!" At this point my tears began to flow. I had never cried in front of anyone. I quickly got up and went for the door. I just about had enough of this bullshit. Just then Harry caught my wrist. "Why do you care?" His face was in all seriousness. I couldn't tell if he wanted really wanted to know or if he was in the moment. Just then the door opened and standing there was Niall, Louis and Sara. Harry let go of my wrists and I quickly wiped my tears. "Hazz, you okay?" Louis said as he rushed to Harry's side. Sara quickly went over to me and held my arm. "Are you alright?" She whispered. I nodded, my eyes not leaving Harry's. "Couldn't be better!" Harry said as he smirked. His eyes glued on me. I looked over to Niall whose eyes were on me too. I could feel the tension rise. "Well um I hope you feel better Harry. Helen and I need to get going. Bye Louis, Harry and uh Niall" Sara said as she left the room. I went to over to Niall. "Thanks, I uh had fun" I weakly said. He smiled weakly. "Let me take you home" his smile looked friendly. I nodded. I looked over to Harry and Louis. I waved weakly at Louis and gave one last look to Harry. That was going to be the last time I see him. I swear.