why. || tsukiyama

Survival

   Yamaguchi's POV
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My heart was racing, I went to the bridge and looked down. There he was, lying on the ground of a very busy street with many cars and people surrounding him.

"IS HE OKAY..?" I yelled hoping that he was.

"Someone call an ambulance now!" A lady yelled, I soon called the ambulance/police and they said they were on their way.

"He's not breathing.." Someone said. I was so worried and crying a lot, I couldn't go down there because it's a long way.

"You up there! Do you have any idea of what happened?!" Someone called for me. I said yes and explained everything but only everything that I knew but I soon cried even more.

"Who are you to him?" The kind person asked, I couldn't speak I was so overwhelmed.

He called someone to come up to where I was to comfort me, he looked familiar.

"Calm down, try to talk and breathe.." The kind man helped. I did a breathing exercise and I felt more calm though still broken.

"I'm Tadashi Yamaguchi, Tsukki- Tsukishima was my boyfriend.." He was definitely more than just my boyfriend but I don't think leaving him like that counts as him being anything more.. he probably hates me.

"I'm Iwazumi, enough chitter chatter, the ambulance are here." I broke into tears again and hugged Iwazumi really tightly, I think he's a friend of Toru?

"Shh, It's okay." He hugged back and comforted me as best as he can though it didn't look like he wanted to..

"Everything will be fine, don't cry.." Iwazumi said, trying to be nice.

I was shaking a lot and couldn't talk anymore, I forgot about tsukki for a second.

The ambulance was coming our way so they offered for Iwazumi and I to come along and of course I said yes and went in the ambulance Iwazumi followed.

"Who are you texting?" I asked politely, I was trying to start a conversation to pass time.

"Me?" Iwazumi asked cluelessly, who else would I be talking to? The air?

"Who else?" I said and laughed a little.

"Oh I just asked Kawa to come, I'm not good with comforting people, at all." He replied. Kawa.. I'm guessing that's Toru?

We arrived at the hospital and got out of the ambulance truck and went inside, they rushed Tsukki to the hospital room.

"Will he be o-okay?.." I stuttered and asked. I started shaking a bit and worrying a lot.

"I'm not sure, but think positive.." Iwazumi said trying to use the best words he can to comfort me.

Toru came in, Iwazumi immediately moved away and Toru gave me a hug.

"Tadashi! I'm so sorry that this happened.. but didn't you hate Kei, a lot?" Toru questioned. He hugged me very very tightly because I sure did need it..

"..."

"I understand.." He hugged me tighter as I cried into his shoulder, I was honestly devastated even though Tsukki hurt me more than anything can..