why. || tsukiyama

First date - Updated

~~ Tsukishima POV

Do I like him or do I not? I dont know what to say.. I don't wanna hurt him but I'm not sure if I'm even gay or not. Maybe I could just run away? Or should I say yes? I've never been in a relationship with a dude.. Maybe I should try it, I mean I feel like I like him?

"I think like you too." I said, I think it felt right but, I'm actually not entirely sure.

"Wait- really?" He sounded shocked, did he think I would say no?

"Yeah, really." Yamaguchi gave me a giant hug squeezing me. It's like he never wants me to let go.

"Yams, you're squeezing the life out of me-"
"Oh, I'm so sorry! I'm just happy!" Yamaguchi smiled, he looked really really happy. I hope this relationship is okay.

After that, I went home. My friend was sick from a sickness, I'm scared he wont survive.. but shouldn't think negatively.. although that's all I do.

"Hey Tsukishima, how was school?" My brother asked, holding a cup of lemonade in his hand.
"Oh, yeah it was fine."
"Did anything fun happen today?"

"Uh not that I know of." I didnt want to say yams and I got together, I'll keep it a secret for a little while.
"Just another boring day?" My brother asked.
"Oh, yeah" I said, but of course it wasnt boring at all.

Yamaguchi texted me and asked if we can hangout, I said yes, were going to a cafe, to eat and talk I guess.. I dont really know how to do this coupley shit because, well..

I don't give a shit about it.

But I'll try to give a shit, for Yams. I got ready and put on nice clothes that looked a actually nice, I guess.. it was a nice button up shirt.. and jeans, but black jeans?

I was on my way, I drove there myself. and when I got there I waited for him to show up.

He's taking so long, I'm getting impatient. It's been about 15 minutes and hes still not here so, I texted him.

bro, you almost here?
Delivered

agh, im so sorry im so late! im on my way, now. So sorry:)
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I saw a car pull up and I think I saw him in it. I see him walk out and phew, he wasnt as dressed up either.

"Oh, Tsukki!"
"Yamsss." He hugged me and held my hand.
"Let's go, shall we?" We both laughed and walked in.

"Hi, we would like a table for two please!" He smiled and said to the lady. He was holding my hand while we waited.

"Alright, follow me!" The waiter told us as we followed her to a table.
"Okay!" Yams said. We got to our table and sat down.
"Thank you." I said.. trying to be polite.
"Thank you so much ma'am!" Yams said, how is it so easy for him to be nice?

We stared at eachother for a moment, his eyes are actually so pretty. A dark kinda light green, it fits with his hair so well.

/// Meanwhile in Tadashi's mind

OMG OMG. HE'S SO CUTE!!! I CANT- OMG I HAVE SUCH A GOOD TASTE IN MEN!! OMG OMG, AHHHH HES SO HOT AND PRETTY AND AHH I CANT AHHH I WANT TO KISS HIM SO BAD AHHHH OMG OMG.

// Back to Tsukki,

I wonder what hes thinking right now, he's probably thinking something boring, not saying he's boring though, or maybe he's thinking about me? Nah, who cares about me.

"So, what are you ordering?" I said to break the silence.

"Oh, right uhh, I'm- I'm not sure yet, probably a salad?"
"Oh, okay. Skinny ass, haha, I'm just kidding." We both laughed. Did I just make a joke?

"What are you getting?" Yams asked.
"Probably a chicken meal?"

"With fries, because your a salty fry, since you're so mean to everyone."
We both laughed and I agreed, Yams looked embarrassed so he looked like a strawberry or a tomato? Either way, it was cute.

"You're so red, like a tomato."
"I- TSUKKI!" I laughed.
"Well don't worry, you still look cute."

"Hmph!" He huffed (is that a word?) I laughed, but he does look cute when he blushes so hard. The waiter came and took our orders, she looked.. disgusted? I don't know.. she looked like a fucking bitch, that's what. I think she's homophobic or something? What the fuck.

"She was rude." He said.
"Yeah, I think she's homophobic."

"She probably is." I, personally, just want to punch her, but I don't hit girls, but I so would hit her.

"I think love you" Yams randomly blurted out.
"No way, I just said that out loud- Shit!"
"You're so cute, I think I love you, too." That was really cute and I wanted to give him a big long hug and I wanted to kiss his cute lips.. Oh god, that sounds.. weird, cringey? Im never saying that again, but I do love him, I especially love his face, eyes, hair, his everything. (everythingg? 😏)

We talked for a pretty long time but we hated the waiter, we did enjoy our food and long convos. It soon came to an end, the food was good.

"This was nice! Let's do this again sometime!" Yams seemed.. happy. Im happy as long as he's happy.

"Yeah, definitely, that'll be nice."

As I was driving home, I saw a drunk driver. He was driving really fast, I tried ignoring it and avoiding him but..

Everything went black and the last thing I felt were airbags.

Updated 2022 —

Damn.