why. || tsukiyama

Stay

The doctor came up to us and said for me to go home to rest. Tsukki would come back in a week.

I left and went to Iwa and Torus house becuase i lost Sugas and my own house. I knocked on Iwa and Torus door.

Toru opened the door.

"Yams?"

"Hey! Um, I don't know my way back home.. can I stay here?" I asked.

"Of course!" Toru said and welcomed me inside.

I walked inside and sat on the couch and scrolled through instagram to pass time.

"Want anything to drink? Eat?" Toru asked me.

"No i'm good!" I replied.

Again, I went on Instagram to pass time. Totally not scrolling through Tsukkis old Instagram posts from when he wasn't abusive..

I slowly started to fall asleep on the couch.

"Yams there's a guest room you know-."

"Oh! Sorry!" I said and went to the guest room.

"It's ok." He said and went back to his room.

I laid in the bed and slowly started falling asleep.

- one week later -

Friday, February 2nd.

"Yams!! Wake up!! Guess what day it is!" Toru said trying to make me wake up.

I'm grateful that Toru and Iwa let me stay here for a week.

"Iwa wake Yams up for me!" He went over to the kitchen and continued cooking.

Iwa came to my room and poured water on my head.

I screamed. It was freezing cold water.

"WHAT THE HELL IWA!"

Toru came to the room and laughed.

"What you had to wake up somehow."

"Oh fuck you."

"Tsukki is able to come out of the hospital today." Toru said.

I jumped up and grabbed clothes and ran to the bathroom and changed and got ready.

I went to the couch and waited.

"We're not leaving yet, you have to eat first-." Toru said.

"Aw ok." I sighed and sat down on the couch.

"Okay! Breakfast is ready!" Toru said and put the plate of food for me on the table and called me over.

I went over and ate quickly.

We all finished eating.

"Ok Iwa you can stay home i'll take Yams to the hospital to pick up Tsukki." Toru said and put away the dishes.

"K." Iwa replied and left to his room without cleaning up his food.

Toru cleaned Iwas plate up and went to his room and changed out of his current clothes.

He came back out wearing a hoodie and jeans.

"Ready to go?" Toru asked.

"Yes yes yes!!" I said very happily.

Toru and I went to the car and drove to the hospital. He was driving of course.

We listened to some music while driving, it looked like i was having a seizure.

"You good there Yams?" He asked.

"MHM!" I yelled.

"Ooo, I love Mitski!"

"Me too!"

We talked about Mitski on the way, when we finally arrived.

"I'm so excited!" I said with joy in my voice.

"I see that— I hope things go well.." Toru said.

"What do you mean?" I ask, kinda nervously.

"Nothing, I'm sure it's all gonna go fine..!" Toru replies.

"Mk! Well I'm gonna go inside, you wait here?" I offer.

"Go ahead!" He tells me.

I walk inside the hospital and the doctors led me to his room.

I took a deep breath and walked in.

"Yams, no, ANYONE but you.." Tsukki said, trying not to keep eye contact.

"T-tsukki, what? I want to go home with you.." I stutter.

"Yams, I do too, but I'm just gonna hurt you, there's not point. Just go." Tsukki said.

"How do you know your gonna hurt me?! You don't want to, right..?" I asked, very scared.

"I don't want to.. but I might get out of control.. please just leave."

"IM NOT LEAVING."

"YOU SHOULD. I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU!"

"YOU WONT!" I break into tears, screaming.

"Yams.."

"S-Stop.."

"..."

I go over to Tsukki and try to hug him, he pushed me.

"Yams, I'm not good for you. Just go.." He said.

I was crying a lot.

"T-Tsukki.. you are good—"

"No Im not, shut up. JUST SHUT UP AND GO." Tsukki yelled. I started crying a lot more.

"O-Okay.." I wipe my tears and get up and go back to the car and hug Toru really tightly.

"Yams..? Are you okay, what happened?"

heyyyy! i might not post for a while, i am in fact grounded— i'm allowed to use my ipad so i finished this chapter, but writing on a ipad is difficult— i'm grounded for a month, really 28 days. i'm grounded bc my mom found out about me thinking of k!lling mys3lf. ANYWAYS i'll try my best to update the stories i make for you guys, i'll ask if i can use my laptop as well. it's easy there! have a nice rest of your day/night/week. BYEE! - hayden