" y/n come on" my mom said sitting on my bed playing with my hair. Another painful night thinking about Brandon and my dad. " can I stay h-home please" I let out cries while talking. My mom nodded and walked out.
Cassandra POV
"No mamá" I questioned my mom walking out of
y/n's room. She shook her head no, I sighed and went downstairs to James and Larray
"I'm going in come on Larray" James said trying to get through me. " let's just leave her alone" they nodded and took me to school.
" I'm worried about y/n" Kairi said looking at me. " is she talking to you at least" Robert said looking at me as well. " she just gets her food and walks back up to her room I hear her crying at night" a tear went down my cheek, I wiped it and went to class.
" hey loser where's your sister" Alexa said pushing against the locker. " leave me alone" Alexa laughed at me and slapped me across my face.
" leave her alone you bitch" I looked up and saw Alvaro, Alexa rolled her eyes and walked away. " she's gonna be fine y/n is strong" Robert said giving me a sympathy look. " you don't fucking know that me and y/n may fight but I love her to death I hate seeing her like this" I basically yelled at them. A tear went down my face, I wiped it fast and continued to do my classes
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" can we come to your house" Alejandro said while the rest agreed. " y/n doesn't want to talk to anyone" they all looked down. " Cassandra we have to try something man" Mattia said trying to convince me, I shook my head no and walked to Larray.
" where's James" I looked over at Larray. " he's with family" he said putting his music. " anything with my sister yet" Larray shook his head no.
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" why why why why did you guys have to fucking die" I was crying, I had my tears burned into my face, my room was trashed, everything on the floor. My mom came into my room and gave me a tight hug.
" they are in a better place hija" I knew they were but I want them here, I had a bond with my brother and my dad. We were inseparable, I just miss them.
" mamá I miss them" I dug my head into her chest. " I know you do but they are watching you and they are proud I know it" I smiled at my mom, I felt better. Then I felt more arms around me, I looked up and saw Larray and my sister.
" I need to see the boys" I said standing up from talking. " I told them no" Cassandra said looking at me straight in my eye. " they need to know I'm ok now that I feel better" they all nodded and I grabbed my keys. I checked there location on snap to see them all at Mattia's house.
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"Mattia a girl is here" Gianluca said while I walked into his room. They all stood up and hugged me.
" are you ok now or" Roshuan said after I just told them how I felt. " I'm not really at peace but I'm learning how to accept that they are gone" they nodded, I smiled knowing. " you know we are here for you no matter what" Alvaro said smiling at me.
" I know you guys are I just needed time to be sad alone and just cry everything out" I said. " we all been there before" Kairi said putting his hand on mine, I looked over at him and smiled.
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" ayy I'm going to the bathroom" Kairi said as he was walking into the bathroom while we all nodded. " you like him huh" I looked over hearing Alejandro's voice. " no I don't like no one right now we are just best friends" I said trying to convince myself and them I didn't like him. " y/n it's ok to lke your best friend" Mattia said while the boys agreed.
" what you guys talking about" Kairi said coming back to where we were sitting. " nothing really" I said looking at the boys with death stares. " ayy let's go live" Robert said grabbing Mattia's phone and pressing the live button.
Who's the girl in the back
Oh look another hoe
Probably using them for clout
She's actually pretty
She's just on her phone why you guys so pressed
Heyyyy boys
" guys this is y/n and she's not using us for clout cuz when we met she didn't even know us so" Alejandro said explaining who I am. I waved at the camera and went back on my phone. The boys kept talking to the live, answering questions, and messing around.
Are you a fan of the boys
Your really pretty
Imagine being friends with the nj boys
" I'm actually not a fan of the boys we just bumped into a eachother at the mall but we are really good friends right boys" they all yelled yes and continued messing around. Roshuan came and threw me on the bed and the boys started to tickle me. I was laughing so hard, I had to go to the bathroom.
" I'm going to pee on Mattia's bed if you guys don't stop" Mattia quickly pushed me into the bathroom while I was still laughing. I did my business then washed my hands.
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" my mom wants me home boys" they all said no. After a while of trying to convince me to stay they finally let me leave.
" I'm home mamá" my mom asked me if I ate and I said yes. Larray had left a while ago. I was just sitting on my bed when Cassandra came into my room.
" I was worried about you and now your just fine" Cassandra said staring at me, I sighed and sat up. " I'm still heart broken Cassie ok I just needed time alone to cry ok but I'm good" Cassandra started to cry and I pulled her into a hug. " you scared me I was hurt seeing and hearing you cry everyday for a whole ass week"
I was able to clam her down. She left my room and went to bed. I did my night time routine then put on my pjs. I climbed into my bed and went to sleep.
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Fanfiction-completed- Y/n Y/ln is a regular teenage girl. She has a little sister named Cassandra Y/ln and she is the biggest fan of the nj boys but y/n isn't. One day y/n has to move with her sister to New Jersey and she bumps into a group of boys at the mal...
