Not a fan

Part 28

y/n POV

we made it to new york like a hour later and the boys were still asleep. i couldn't sleep at all i just kept thinking about my mom and cassandra but anyways i had to wake up the boys.

you: kai.....mattia
i kept calling there names and they wouldn't wake up so i just slapped them both across the face and they instantly woke up.

tia: ow! what the fuck!
kai: ouch!
they both said holding there cheeks. i rolled my eyes and went to wake up the rest of the boys. didnt take long.

we finally all got up and left the plane. i told them to follow me of were we get our suitcases. we got our suitcases and mattia had called a uber for us. there moms texted them asking if they were ok it was awkward for me to not have my mom text me yk. anyways we finally made it back to the hotel.

you: ughhh i'm so fucking tired
i jumped on the bed face down. minutes later i felt someone slap my ass. i turned around and saw kairi.

you: asshole that fucking hurt!
he and the boys started laughing.
ale: hopefully you get along with katie cuz you need friends that are girls
they all agreed with him but honestly i don't really trust girls.

kai: yeah it would be good
he shrugged and i shook my head "no".
you: i don't trust girls
mattia and ale sighed.

alv: this girl is a good person
rob: yeah she's really nice
ro: and isn't fake
i laughed.

you: most times there's a toxic side you just don't see it till they stab you in the back
i snapped. oh and btw it was 5:30 already. time passes fast.

we were are just chilling yk on our phones, talking and laughing until i got a text.......from my mom.

!message from mom!
open
Yes or no

mom:
y/n we need to talk

me:
what mom

mom:
what i did was wrong
and i'm very sorry because
your my older daughter, after
i lost brandon and your father
everything shattered into millions
of pieces and the only reason i
stopped thinking i didn't love you
was because i blamed you from
brandon's and dads death. i now
know that it isn't your fault and
of course i love you how could
i not. after all you will always be
my daughter.

me:
thank you mom but idk
if i forgive you just like that
it hurt my heart of what you
said to me that day at the
hospital and to my boyfriend
and his little sister who did
nothing wrong. they are
innocent.

mom:
hunny i don't expect you to
forgive me but i won't stop
until i get my daughter back.
i heard you are living with the
polibios, that's good i always
trusted them

me:
who told you

mom:
i have my ways

me:
really mom you sound
like you are in a mafia

mom:
ok fine i found out
through instagram

me:
really mom

mom:
i have been watching you
hon i miss you and love
you

me:
how could i trust you
i mean you just left
and i know i didn't wanna
come but why not stay with
me and try to fix things

mom:
i was being stupid but
now i'm ready to own up
my mistakes

me:
i don't know mom

mom:
take your time but
just know whatever
happens you'll always
have your mommy

me:
thank you mom it
means a lot

mom:
take your time and rest
bye hija i love you

me:
bye mom

i rolled to the other side of the bed. i hope what my mom said she really means it. i wanna have the relationship we had before everything happened even if i was a daddy's girl. me and brandon were always a daddy's girl and boy and cassandra well she was a mommy's girl.

me and brandon literally had the best bond any sister and brother could ask for. we went everywhere together even if he was having his friends over or going with his friends i was always there. and when he died i was devastated.

i fell asleep.

a: hello