Y/n's POV
J: y/n stop it now
James said in a serious tone making me laugh more
You: give it back to me
I laughed as I took the vape and took another hit before larray took it from me
L: what had gotten into you y/n this isn't you
He looked at me concerned
You: stop being so sensitive I just miss my dad and brother so I smoke the pain away
I said smiling, I felt like I was in the clouds
They shook there's head and took the vape, they walked downstairs to my mom and sister.
You: idiots
I took my vape from under my bed and started to smoke it. I feel soooooo muchhhh better, like I'm in the clouds bitches
I hide it under my bed and walked downstairs fumbling a little bit. I held onto the counter looking at my mom and sister.
Mom: y/n what has gotten into you
She said looking at me in the eyes, I rolled my eyes at her
C: this isn't my sister who are you
Cassandra felt hurt making me laugh
You: oh shut your bitch ass up! You have the most prefect fucking life! You have no idea how it feels to lose people you cared about so shut the fuck up!
I snapped at her, my mom was shocked and so were the boys
C: I lost Brandon to y/n!
She said in tears, that bitch
You: I LOST DAD AND BRANDON YOU STUPID BITCH!
I yelled making her cry, my mom pushed me into my room making me fall on my bed.
Mom: that's it you stay up here and don't you come back down for the rest of the day!
She said trying to sound serious, I laughed in her face but she threw her chancla at me then walked out of my room.
Ughhhh I miss my dad so much and my brother. I heard a knock on the door.
You: come in
My group walked in making me roll my eyes again. I don't want them seeing me like this.
You: why are you guys here
They stared at me in shock, well now they know the depressed side of me.
Ale: who are you
Alejandro said sounding hurt
Alv: this isn't you y/n come on wake up!
He snapped his fingers in my face, I slapped them away from my face.
Rob: this isn't my best friend!
Robert said looking me up and down
Ro: come on y/n come back to us
Roshuan said
Tia: what has gotten into your y/n what the fuck!
He said making me laugh, I heard that already
You: I heard that already dumbass
I said sticking the middle finger up at him
Kai: y/n look at me
He snapped at me, I looked at him straight in the eyes
You: what gonna give me a lecture
I laughed at him
Kai: really y/n this has been going on for a month and I tried and tried to help you through all of this, everything you been going through but nothing seems to fucking work bro, get your self together or else you'll never see any of us again
Wait wait wait never see any of them again, nah he's playing around
You: don't mess around like that you guys are my best friends come on dude that's not funny
They stood there quiet staring at me, I shook my head but then everything went black.
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Kairi's POV
Kai: oh shit
We all rushed over to her, foam coming out of her mouth, shaking uncontrollably.
Alv: WATER WATER NOW
Alvaro screamed making Robert rush to the water turning it on.
Ro: come on man hurry up
Roshuan said as I picked her up bridal style while she stopped shaking.
I put her in the water whispering "come on" over and over again. The boys were yelling wake up, she slowly started to wake up as Alejandro got off the phone with 911.
Mom: what's going- oh my god y/n!
She rushed over to me as I was caring y/n in the water. Her mom had tears going down.
C: mom? Y/n no no no wake up come on
I looked behind me to see Cassandra crying and Larray and James shocked but crying as well.
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Y/n POV
You: what the hell happened
I said rubbing my head and I looked to see everyone in dry tears
L: you don't remember
Larray asked me, I shook my head no
C: I'm done y/n
I looked at her with confusion, what the fuck did I do
Mom: y/n you almost died!
My mom blurted out, I was shocked. I looked at everyone else as the nodded there head yes.
J: we were so scared y/n
James looked over at me, I saw fresh tears roll down his eyes
You: Cassie I'm sorry
I knew I was all she had
C: no y/n! No! You almost died and your all I have, Brandon died! Your my older sister and you almost left me and mom and your best friends that care for you damn it!
I had tears running down and so did Cassandra as well as everyone else.
You: IM IN PAIN OK...
I yelled out crying harder
Kai: well why didn't you fucking come to us
Kairi said staring at me straight in my eyes
Tia: you have so much people to talk to y/n!
He said but they don't know bro
You: I know I fucking do ok! But I hate sharing my feelings! I feel like I have NO ONE to fucking talk to and that's no ones fault ok but it's just me bro....
They all stared at me, this is what I was afraid of, having new people in my life and breaking there hearts
Ale: you need to get your shit together
Alejandro told me like it was easy, I scoffed.
Alv: y/n it's not fair for us or you we love and care for you but this isn't you
Oh my god they say that over and over again
Ro: stop rolling your damn eyes! We been trying so hard but you push us away ok that's why you feel like that y/n!
I knew Roshuan was right but I can't I just can't
Rob: y/n just please
Robert said begging me.
J: y/n we need you with us here on earth
I nodded my head, I was ashamed of myself and disappointed.
L: this isn't my best friend so go find her cuz I know she is still there
Larray said breaking my heart.
Mom: I'm sorry y/n but I'm sending you to a group....
No no no she's lying, I can't go to a fucking group bro, it sounds like hell there.
You: wait what.....
A: heh oop
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Not a fan
Fanfic-completed- Y/n Y/ln is a regular teenage girl. She has a little sister named Cassandra Y/ln and she is the biggest fan of the nj boys but y/n isn't. One day y/n has to move with her sister to New Jersey and she bumps into a group of boys at the mal...
