20- Tears

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Crying.

Shaking.

That is all I am doing. I'm confused, scared, angry, upset. I am terrible at hiding my emotions, so trying to show to my friends that I am fine, will be hard.

Then right on cue, the door to my dorm flew open.

"Y/n." Lilah said worriedly, running over to me on my bed.

I started to wipe my tears away, and tried to act fine.

"Omg, are you ok?"

Then I burst out crying, and jumped into her arms.

"No, I-I don't know what happened." I sobbed into her hair.

"Ok, ok. Shhh it will be ok." She reassured me.

After a few minuets of crying, and her stroking my head, telling me I was going to be ok, I pulled away, and sat back on my bed, wiping my face with some tissues.

"Ok, tell me what happened." Lilah grabbed my hand, and held it in hers.

"Well... I was, um, studying with B-Blaise."

She nodded.

"And then, he t-took it too far and t-tried to kiss me."

She grabbed my hand tighter.

"And then he touched me, on my thigh, b-but I said n-no."

She looked at me with puppy dog eyes.

"And I tried to get him off but he w-wouldn't budge."

I closed my eyes, and all I could see was Blaise towering over me.

"Awhh, y/n."

"But then D-Draco came in, a-and I thought I would be ok, but he shouted at me... Lilah... he thinks I kissed Blaise." I stuttered.

He's never going to forgive me.

I've lost my closest friend.

He hates me.

"Come here." She opened her arms, gesturing for me to hug her again, and I did.

I tucked my head into her hair, and a tear rolled down my delicate cheek.

"I'll kill them... who do you want me to kill first?" She slightly laughed, pulling away, and holding onto my shoulders.

"Both." I laughed back.

"Will do."

We laughed a little more, before Lilah left, to give me some space for the day.

I didn't go to class, because I knew it would be too much to handle, so Lilah told the headmaster I was ill.

I love Lilah.

With all my heart.

~

*Knock knock knock*

Ugh, what now? I though to myself.

I got out of my warm, cosy bed, and the cold air instantly hit my arms, as I was wearing a shirt. I opened the door, hoping it was Draco coming to say sorry.

Instead, was my bag, lying on the floor.

No one was around, so whoever dropped it off, clearly didn't wanna see me.

I huffed, grabbing it off the floor, and closing the door. Then I headed over to my bed, and opened it up, to take out all my books.

That's when I saw something.

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