Hello, I'm Harry Styles. Yeah... the guy from that boyband.
I have 4 mates/friends that sing with me on stage.
Zayn Javadd Malik.
Niall James Horan.
Louis William Tomlinson.
Liam James Payne.
I've been with them for almost five years. We're always together and sometimes... I can get a little tired of it. I can't even go outside for a night walk without everyone choking me with questions.
So yeah I kinda miss the old times being with my family and my old friends.
No, I'm not saying that if I could, I'd go back in time and change everything. Absolutely not.
I've had amazing four years.
But sometimes I feel like I'm not enoying it the wholetime.
There are so many negative & postive things about being, Harold Edward Styles.
When you're me you get alone. Really alone.
Of course I have the boys, but you see so many people because you go outside and see so many people.
But only people I see is the boys.
And of course I see my lovely fans. I feel so happy on stage and seeing the fans love you, that is the moment I don't feel alone. I feel loved.
But right after the concert I go to the bus and think how happy I was.
4 years ago I would usually just talk so much to the boys how amazing this is and how lucky we are. Now, I usually just change in something comfortable and brush my teeth and talk to the boys about nothing really.
Everything I have was so exciting 4 years ago. But now I miss everything I had 5 years ago,
I'm Harold Edward Styles.
And I'm not that happy like I was.
