"Comon Harry get up." I heard Liam say.
"Why?" I groaned.
"Because... the lads wanted you to be with us." I opened my eyes and saw Liam smiling at me. I nooded slowly.
"I'm coming, just a sec." He gave me a quick smile and left the room.
I sighed loudly and stood up.
I went to the bathroom and rubbed my face with cold water to wake me up a little. I slept in my clothes and I'm to lazy to change so I just went to the livingroom.
"Oh hey buddy!" Louis shouted.
"Hey," I said quetly and got something to eat.
"Hey Harry, can you come and talk to me for just a sec?" Liam said and I gave him a confused look. I nooded unsure.
We walked to my room so we would talk privately.
"What's up?" I said.
"Are you okay? You've been really... not yourself these couple of weeks?" I felt a knot in my stomach.
"U-uh yeah, I'm fine." Liam looked unsure and not falling for it.
"No seriously Harry... everyone sees it."
"And who is that everyone Liam?"
"The lads, they're really worried about you , including me." I started to fiddle with my fingers.
"Well... there's nothing to worry about." I said and gave him a weak smile. Liam sighed and went out of the room and my smile faded.
I sat down to the floor. I feel so unhappy with myself, I feel even unhappier because now the lads are feeling bad. My smile maybe faded but the knot in my stomach didn't. I don't know why I'm so worried, I feel like I'm worried 24/7. I feel much I guess..
I put my face in my hands and took a deep breath.
Why am I so unhappy if I have the life that everyone thinks it's so great. I'm so unfair...
"Stop thinking so much." I mumbled to myself.
"Stop it, stop it, stop it sto--" I heard the door open and I looked up to the door to see who it was.
"W-what are you doing?"
