I took a deep breath and opened the bathroomdoor.
"Oh, there you are." Liam said with relief. I nooded.
"Wow you look pale?" Louis said.
"Oh, I didn't notice." But I noticed how Niall hasn't said anything and trying not to look at me. Is he afraid of me?
"Where were you?" I muttered to the guys.
"We just went out for a sec, not really doing anything." Zayn chuckled.
"Okay..." I said and went to my room.
Oh hello.
"Please don't let me do anything else..." I said with a big lump in my throat.
Oh don't worry about that, you should be worried about something else.
"W-what is that?"
Your mate Zayn is going to take a shower... I think he needs a towel in the closet.
"O-oh my god he's gonna find the knife." I panicked.
Aren't you gonna do something Harry? He chuckled.
"I-I don't know what to do?"
He isn't in the bathroom now? Take it. Now.
I nooded fastly and went to the bathroom and Zayn wasn't here.
I took the knife and put it in my back pocket. I sighed out of relief that Zayn didn't find it. I went out of the bathroom and Niall looked at me like he was dying out of fear. He's definitely afraid of me. I gave him the same look like he was giving me. I looked down and went to my room again.
Well done. I hope your wrist hurts.
"Are you always in my head when the lads aren't around?" I said a little angry.
Oh I can be in your head anythime Harry. I thought you wouldn't like when I'm in your head when the boys are around. But if you like I can be in your head 24/7.
"It would be nice if you're never in my fucking head."
Haha you're funny.
If he isn't in my head when the boys are around I'm just gonna be with the boys.
Liam and Louis were on the couch, Niall was in the kitchen and Zayn was... yeah in the shower.
Still here...
I took a deep breath and went to the kitchen to get something to eat. Great, nothing good. Niall wasn't looking at me. I know that he's trying not to look at me, it was pretty obvious.
"I ate all the food by the way." Niall finally said something.
"I noticed." I muttered... again. I want to go to my room and be alone but then Damian comes, but when I'm with the lads it's kinda awkward, especially with Niall.
I sighed loudly.
"You look pale..." Niall said randomly.
"Oh, I didn't notice.." I said honestly.
"You actually don't look like yourself." I looked at Niall surprised that he said that. Niall just shrugged.
I think little Niall is a little afraid of you.
"No he's not.." Niall looked at me.
"What?" He said confused. I really have to ignore Damian.
"Nothing." Niall looked unsure but went with it. I heard the bathroom door open and Zayn came out.
Zayn looked kinda afraid?
"Uh.. g-guys?" I turned my head to Zayn.
"Why is blood in the bathroom?" Then I got a knot in my stomach and my eyes widen. The boys looked directly at me.
"W-why are you all looking at me?" The boys shrugged and went to the bathroom to take a look, except Niall he was just looking at me.
"W-why are you looking at me like that Niall."
"I know it's you."
"I-I don't understand you?" Niall looked at me sadly.
"I know it's you. I know who you are Harry." I looked at him confused. "You can tell me anything Harry, you know that." I couldn't help but let a tear fall down my cheek.
"I'm so sorry Niall, I wish I could tell you."
"So you are hiding something from us.I knew it, I fucking knew it." He growled. Then he made a face like he realized something.
"Wait... the blood in the bathroom.. do you know what that was all about?" I gulped and the knot in my stomach was still there.
"Yes." I said honestly. I saw how Niall was worried, like who would not be?
I said you're not suppose to tell him.
"I didn't?"
You're admitting a lot of things Harry.
"I-I'm sorry."
"What the hell?" Niall said. I looked at Niall and he's gotten a lot paler.
I sighed and looked down.
I'm going to check on the boys. I walked to the bathroom and they were looking at my blood. That didn't sound good.
"Well is no one gonna say how this happened?" Louis said.
"Maybe someone had nosebleed?" I said and they all looked at me.
"I didn't see you comming, but yeah that may just be it." I nooded and reliefed that they went with that someone just had a nosebleed.
I walked out of the bathroom and Niall was freaking out.
Holy shit.
