Chapter nine

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    I run out of my room but I'm stopped by my mom. "Honey, slow down a second, please", she says. I look at her with an annoyed expression. Please take a seat on the couch. I groan and sit on the couch, just wanting to get to Shawn. "Honey, have you been...feeling sick lately?". I shrug.

      No? Why the hell would she even ask something like that? "And... when you where with Shawn and stuff would happen that sort of made you get nervous.. what did you do?". Okay bitch, what the hell are you getting at?

    "Uh, I don't know...? What the hell is up with these questions mom, you're freaking me out", I reply. In all honesty, I would have answered the question. But I don't have a clue what the hell this woman is talking about.

    "JJ um, called me earlier today. He told me he read an article about a sickness or something. He said that your actions where sort of like the.. um... what's it called? The symptoms", she replies. I look at her weird. "Like, how when something bad happens, you tend to... pass out. That isn't...normal". I look at her with a blank expression. "And how you tend to.. puke when you're nervous". I stand up, not wanting to hear anymore of this shit.

    "IT'S CALLED FUCKING ANXIETY MOM!", I scream. She shakes her head. "What? Are you gonna put me in the crazy house? Put me on medication? BECAUSE ANXIETY IS ALL IT IS MOM! A-N-X-I-E-TY. Fuck what JJ said!". Then I run out of the house.

     But mom follows me. "Tay, just come to the doctor with me. No machines, or medicine, or anything like that. Just, a couple of tests, k? Shawn's gonna be there.. so is JJ and Jack and Cameron and Nash and Aaron and Hayes. Wow you have a lot of friends.

       I sigh and get in the car with mom. "Gaige and Dillion are gonna stay here. They're on pack duty. Just in case you have to stay over night I can call them and they'll pack your bag. That way I don't have to leave your side", she informs.

    We get to the hosptial and she gets me in or whatever. Then the boys start piling in. I close my eyes and sigh. Mom notices then asks the boys to go get coffee. They go, except for Shawn. He sits down beside me and starts to open his mouth but my name is called.

   I go back, do a couple of tests, watch tv, tests, tv. Then the doctor comes in. "Alright Taylor, looks like the tests won't be done for a while. Would you care to stay here in a room for tonight?", he asks. I shake my head and mom calls Gaige and Dillion.

   They bring me up to my room and I lay down on the bed and close my eyes. I hear someone moving around and I open my eyes. I see Shawn standing there, trying to get a balloon tied to the arm of the chair. I chuckle lightly. He smiles at me and I close my eyes again, this time falling asleep.

   I wake up to the sound of my name. A nurse stands there. I look around and see all the boys crowded in my room. Along with my momma. "Taylor.. I'm sorry..", the nurse says. My heart sinks and Shawn takes my hand in his.

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 A/N: OKAY THIS CHAPTER WAS AWFFUUULLL. BUT OH WELL. TELL ME WHAT YOO THANK. LOL..MY SPELLING AND GRAMMER. LOVE YOUU EVEN IF YOU HATE MEEE!        

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