Something Big [A Sequel to show you]

Chapter nineteen

     When we get back to the motel everyone is told to go change and then meet back up at the pool. Can you guys explain why these boys like water so much? Like, what the actual fuck is going on with them and always wanting to go the pool? Nothing good every happened at the pool. Let's just go back and talk about bad things that happened.

1. Shawn kissed another girl.

2. Jack and Jack broke up.

3. Cameron almost fucking died.

   I think that's enough for right now, but you get my point. I make my way to Shawn and I's room and I see him sitting on his bed texting someone. "Texting your new boy toy?", I ask. He looks up at me then looks back down and shakes his head.

   "Not everyone gets a Gabriel", he mumbles. I choose to ignore him and lay my phone on my bed then go into the bathroom and change into my swimming trunks. I change quickly and fix my hair into something that looks half presentable, then leave the bathroom.

   Shawn is standing my bed, looking down at his phone. "Can I help you with something?", I ask. He looks up, not even a bit shocked. "Why are you looking through my phone? Is there something you need help finding?".

   "You don't say the things to him that you did to me", he whispers. I roll my eyes and grab my phone from him. "Taylor, look at me and tell me you love him". I don't have time for this. I refuse to let him get to me. I'm happy with Gabriel. "TAYLOR! Look at me. Just fucking look at me!".

   "What the hell do you want me to say", I say through gritted teeth". He comes closer to me and I gulp. No, I can't do this. "Get away from me".

   "I- I'm sorry", he says, tossing my phone down and he turns to walk out, but I grab his arm. He looks at me shocked.

   "You're right, I don't talk to him like I talk to you", I say. I pull him to me and kiss him gently. "I don't kiss him like that either". And with that, I grab my phone and walk out of the room. I jog down to the pool room, my heart racing.

  I handled that so wrong. So, so, so wrong. What the hell got to me? My emotions just took over and what I have been holding inside of me just busted out to the exact person I was keeping them from. I walk into the pool room, the tears streaming down my face. Jj is the first to notice me and he pulls me to the side. "I cheated on Gabriel", I say.

   "With Shawn?", he asks. His lips twitch as if he was trying to hold back a smile. "Oh my god, do not be happy". He holds his hands up in surrender. "What do I do? I was telling Shawn to go away.. then he went to walk away and then BOOM, cocky ass Taylor came out".

   "We leave tonight. When you get home, you have to tell Gabriel;", Jj says.

   "You just want me and him to break up", I say, wiping my face. He shakes his head.

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    I walk into my house and close the door behind me. I go up to my room and Gabriel sits on the bed holding flowers. He smiles at me and stands. "Welcome back baby", he says. He comes towards me and leans in to kiss me but I back up. "What's wrong?".

   "I cheated on you", I whisper.

  "What?".

   AN: Was that too all over the place? I tried to explain why it was like that. Whatcha guys think? No riddle today. THANKS FOR READING!