Have you Ever

IV. First Day

10.15.15/ 08:47 PM

Hello there, MyLabs! How's your day? I hope you're always doing fine. Well, I had a great day today. It may not be a perfect day but it ended well. I hope you feel the same way too.

This time, I want to share with you how happy I am today. I feel like everything has been paid off. All the pain, the struggles, the arguments with my dad, all the painful words I ate up from my dad, all the doubts and discouragement I've felt up to this day, it feels like it was all worth it. Isn't it obvious how ecstatic I am right now? Well, I wouldn't mind about it anymore. I will just cherish this moment and enjoy this feeling of mine. How I wish I could run to you right now and hug you tightly. And it would be better if I could celebrate this special moment with you. But I'm pretty sure that there will be more special occasions that I might celebrate with you in the near future, right?

So here's the good news, I'm OFFICIALY HIRED! Woooh~ I can't imagine this day would come. For some, it is as simple as changing clothes whenever they want to have a career shift but not me. Because I, I have to exert extra effort to achieve what I want. For some, they might say that why am I having a hard time finding a job when in fact, I am an honor graduate. And hundreds of malicious doubts flashed in. They talk as if they really know and as if they have witnessed what I've been going through; easier said than done. But despite all of this, I am finally working for the job that I've been aiming for. A job that I attain through my own sweat and effort, without any recommendation or help of other people. It feels way better to achieve something when you work hard for it. I am so grateful that I'll start working on Wednesday as a Production Coordinator. Ever since our practicum, I was assigned to be the Production Manager of the team. I preferred doing tasks that requires labor rather than those which requires a lot of brainstorming. I prefer doing routinely jobs than stuff that is full of dynamics. I don't know if it's just me or what but I preferred staying in my comfort zone. Maybe I'm just simply not an adventurous one.

However, the journey going there was quite not that simple. I fell asleep on someone's shoulder for I guess, about an hour or two. But I'm still thankful that he didn't take advantage of me while I'm having a deep sleep. Instead, he endured the inconvenience I made at him and just stretched out his arm, holding onto the chair in front of us. How embarrassing, isn't it? So do you know what did I do? I desperately pressed the buzzer and luckily, the bus stops right in front of the bus stop where I need to get off. Fortunately, it's not his bus stop. I wasn't able to thank him for the convenience he provides for that short period of time. But, what if, you're the one who I sit with a while ago? My gally~ It will be so romantic~ Fate/destiny/serendipity or coincidence, whatever it may be, they never fail to make me fantasize about you. I'm going crazy, really.

I can't even forget the beautiful smile of that guy whom I ask for the direction. He's kind a bit weird but I can't deny the fact that his smile captivates my attention. But it's such a waste to think about someone who looks weird. Whatever.

Anyway, I have to say goodnight already to you, Mylabs. I have to wake up early in the morning for the requirements I need to submit on Wednesday. Please always take care and keep pushing for your dream. You are not allowed to get sick or hurt without my permission, okay?! Hoping to see you soonest. Lovelots.

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WEDNESDAY..

The phone alarm rings. It's 4am in the morning. I should woke up and get out of the bed early so I can leave the house without rushing too much. Fortunately, they allow us to wear casual clothes so I don't have to suffer from walking using my pointed high heels. Not to mention the difficulty of tucking in my blouse in my pencil cut skirt that squeezes my tummy. I feel so free wearing this polo shirt, denim pants and a high cut converse. A cup of coffee will do to warm my tummy. I'm not used to eating breakfast early in the morning. Of course, a lightweight make-up shouldn't be left behind. A no-make-up make-up look will do. Putting some moisturizer and sunscreen for the base, a little bit of bb cream for a smoother-looking skin, eyebrows, tight lining my eye line, curled my lashes then put some mascara, a little bit of warm rosy blush for a natural-looking pinkish cheeks and matte pinkish nude for my lips. Spray some face mist all over your face to set everything and voila! Perfect for the first day for work.