London Life [A Jack and Finn Harries fanfic]

They Don't Know About Us

Chapter 10-Ella's POV

London is so beautiful, even when it rains. As I walk down the wet sidewalk trying to clear my head all I can do is look around at the beautiful city. Nothing's wrong I'm just trying to get some alone time.

This new year will be amazing. Ky and I have found the perfect guys, we are going to Paris, and our YouTube channel is doing amazing. Going back to Mayfield really showed us that we're the only real friends we have, besides Mazz and Andy if course. We saw our old friends but there was nothing. We just aren't close anymore. All our talk is just empty words.

All I need is Kylie though, she's been there through everything.

Now my thoughts switch to relationships. Jack. He did tell me he's going to ask me out soon, on accident of course. I love the idea of Jack and I being in an actual relationship. I really love him, he's everything I could ever want.

Tonight Kylie, Finn, Jack, and I are going to be doing a twitcam together at Kylie and I's flat. Our "more than friends" relationship hasn't been shown much to everyone yet but I feel good about it. We aren't by any means thinking on announcing it tonight. We don't want to make it a huge public but we don't want to keep it from our fans.

I finally arrive at Starbucks and order my coffee. When I look for a place to sit I see Finn sitting all alone at a table by himself. When I look at him he looks up and waves me over.

"Hey El!" He says as I sit down across from him.

"Hey! What are you doing all alone here?" I reply laughing.

"I could ask you the same thing!"

"Oh I just came to get out of the flat a bit before tonight."

"I'm really excited about tonight! I just came here to finish up my blog for today."

"Oh okay! How have you been? I saw you get upset the other night. Are things okay?"

He looks into my eyes. I've learned to read people very well throughout the hard times I've been through, most of them with Kylie. He looks unsure like he needs so badly to just vent to someone, someone he can trust.

I reach across the table and grab his hand. "You can talk to me." I say.

He looks around the coffee shop and there are only 5 other people there but no one close to us.

Tears start to form in his eyes.

"Finn." I whisper, still holding his hand.

"Ella. I don't want to loose her. She is everything to me. She's the sun to my world, as cheesy as it sounds. It's like seeing her with someone else would make me not want to live. I can't even describe how much I love her." A tear rolls down his cheek as I tear up too. "I'm just afraid that if we make our relationship official then it will lead to a break up and I wouldn't be able to bare that." He chokes, his body shaking.

I stand up and help him out of his chair. I lead him to his door and tell him to unlock it but he's still shaking so I do it for him. I help him into the drivers seat then run to sit in the passenger seat.

His head is down on the steering wheel, he's crying.

"Finn, Kylie loves you. She has been through bad heart breaks and no ones ever given her the amazing love she deserves. She always accepts the love she thinks she deserves, but Finn, you've made her accept your love. Your love, the love you have for her, is what she truly does deserve, not what she thinks is enough. Don't be afraid to be official, she won't leave you." I say choking in my tears.

He looks at me and I can tell he knows I'm right. He hugs me and then we just sit and cry for a while until I get a text.

"It's from Kylie." I say wiping the tears from my eyes. "It says 'Are you okay? You've been gone a while be home by 8 because that's when Finn and Jack and coming!' Finn, it's 7:30!"