Chapter 7 || past mistakes and memories

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*Continuation*

Erin's POV: "Hey Erin, it's me Jay. How have you been? I know it's been a long time since we talked, but... I need to talk to you. I would be glad if you could call me back." That's what he said. I looked at my phone. Then up, slightly surprised to really hear his voice. The last time I talked to him was in front of the district. At this point he didn't know I was gonna leave. But I knew , telling him would have made it even harder for both of us. We may not have been in a relationship anymore but that didn't mean that I didn't still love him. When I left Chicago he tried reaching out to me a couple times. We phone called each other once. Then we lost contact. Thinking about him brings up so many feelings and thoughts. We have been trough so much . Bad and good times. We weren't only girlfriend and boyfriend , or partners. We were soulmates. We understood each other just by looking at each other. There were no words necessary. And suddenly I could feel that feeling inside me again. The feeling I tried to ignore the past years , since I moved here. I miss him. I really do. And my love for him never disappeared. I may have covered it up and tried not to think about it. But Jay Halstead ... he is the man I want to spent my life with. But in that same moment I was scared. Scared talking to him. Maybe even seeing him again. I hurt him so much. The way I just left him ... I don't know if I can ever forgive myself that. He deserves better ...

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