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While Yeonjun spent the whole day productively, Soobin can't seem to know what he will do for this weekend. He was itching to do something but he unfortunately had done all of his tasks for school this past week.

He sighed, frustrated and slightly ruffled his brown locks while laying down on the comfort of his bed. He grabbed his phone and decided to check out some videos on YouTube.

The tall man sat up in surprise as he saw his idol, Daniel Choi, upload a new dance video. He excitingly clicked on it and put it into maximum volume. As usual, he's wearing his signature bucket hat and a black mask as he was dancing.

He had always been admiring Daniel for his amazing dancing skills since highschool. His movements are very sharp but also induces fluidity. Every movement of his body hits every beat of the music, giving that satisfying effect on watching it.

Soobin, with hearts forming in his eyes, watched contentedly on the screen in front of him. Frowning, the video came to an end. He obviously wants more but it's okay, Daniel is human after all. He also needs some rest. He pressed the like button and saved it on one of his playlists named "<3 Daniel."

Feeling a bit motivated, he turned on his speaker as well and connected it to his phone. He played a different music that suits his taste and feels the rush flowing through his body. The music starts, Soobin's body immediately advances, keeping up with the beat.

He was also a pretty decent dancer himself, not gonna lie. Despite being a tall ass man, his movements aren't looking stiff and maneuvers very well. He's got complete control over his body and tries to think that Daniel is just right there, watching him to produce great results.

He didn't know the curtains are open and Yeonjun, whom he didn't know of as Daniel, saw Soobin's surprisingly exceptional talent in dancing. He smiled secretly, admiring the new knowledge that he acquired about Soobin.

A series of loud knocks resonated in Soobin's room while music was still playing in the background. He stopped it for the meantime and opened the door, making him surprised and his eyes widen.

"F-father, Y-you're back," he stuttered, knees became weak and faltered a bit. He knows that his father hated for him to dance because it's apparently for 'girls only,' which doesn't make sense.

"Are you dancing again? What have I told you before, huh? Dancing are for girls only and you're not one of them! You'll turn into one when you dance so stop doing that and do some worthwhile work. Go and play basketball or something for fucks sake. I didn't raise you up like a faggot," Soobin's dad, Soojun exclaimed and poked his son's chest harshly after every sentence. Soobin nodded frantically and his dad left him alone finally, slamming the door shut, making him jump in surprise.

His legs fell out and dropped on the floor, leaning onto the door, breathing heavily. He tried to stop his ugly tears, now forming on his eyes, but to no avail. He finally let his stubborn tears fall and let out silent whimpers and sobs, covered his mouth tightly and closed his eyes, making his heart ache more than anything.

'Why can't everyone support what my likes are? Why can't they just let me do what I want? Dancing is for everyone and I don't see the problem about it. Does gender even really matter? I'm so sick of this homophobic fucking household,' his thoughts cried with him as he screamed painfully.

"God fucking damn this household! Can't you all just l-let me live for o-once? This is so a-absurd!" He shouted while he is on all fours, his tears dropping endlessly on the fluffy carpet. His knuckles turned red as he punched the floor for a few times. He can't take it anymore and just cried and cried, as he has no power over his parents.

Yeonjun seemed to have heard Soobin's heartbreaking outburst and looked at his window, seeing nothing but an empty bed, but can still feel the poor male's upsetting cries.

Soobin has apparently passed out on the floor and it was now time for dinner. He weakly gets up and stares at the mirror, his eyes and nose red and puffy. He felt a stinging sensation on his hand and he saw a fresh bruise forming on it. Even though he couldn't cover up his horrible state, he walked downstairs and forcingly faced his parents for dinner.

His mom that was preparing for dinner, whipped her head to the sound of someone walking down the stairs. His dad did the same for a while, but continued watching tv once again. Hyerim looks shocked and worried about her son's heart-clenching state. She wasn't here when Soobin's outburst went off as she was buying some groceries from the market.

"Oh,  my baby boy, what happened to you? Did someone hurt you?" She approached Soobin in the speed of lightning and scanned his puffy and tired face, lightly caressing it. Her son smiled weakly and sadly, saying that he's fine and there's nothing to worry about. Hyerim looked at her son's hand, looking purplish, a fresh new bruise. Gasping, she held the taller's hand gently but still heard a hiss from Soobin, grimacing.

"Baby, who did this to you?" His mom looked with pleading eyes.

Soobin glanced at his father quickly and shook his head, "It doesn't matter. Even if you know who  the person is, you can't stand a chance against him because you love him," Soobin retrieved his hands and settled in the dining area, preparing himself some food for himself.

His mother was left behind in the living room, questioning herself who might be the one who hurt Soobin. She looked at her loving husband, who was still watching tv, nervously, looking at him with terror and anger.

She'll confront her husband soon enough for her to be free from his chains that controls her and for Soobin to be free and happy again. Hyerim realized that being a coward and an awful mother hurt not only herself, but her whole family as well.

She glances at Soobin sadly and took a seat to eat with the latter with a soft smile, in which the brown haired male did the same.


Hope y'all have a wonderful day/night! <3

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