Mr. Horan »n.h«

PILLS FOR HER TEMPER

I'm sitting in detention after the little incident in sixth period and the only thing I can think about is him telling me to say that he's my teacher, and the way his bottom lip trembled a little, I even think about how he looked almost if he was desperate for me to say it.

So now, my head is on this wooden desk and I feel half dead. Have you ever wondered about things?

Like - Why my teacher? That's so wrong. I know he'll never even feel the same and I'm not saying that "I'm in love" or that "I really care about him" it's just I'm his student and he wouldn't really never have those types of feeling for one of his students and I want it that way, I don't want to be that girl that sends her teacher to jail.

Mr. Horan is in his early twenties and I'm just seventeen. I'm still a minor but at the same time it's like my sex drive goes crazy when I see him, and I hate it.

I don't like the fact that when he looks at me I bite my lower lip or when he gets on to me I get turned on. That incident went to far. Me just saying something that was so wrong but damn did it feel so right?

Why can't I be fucking normal? Go for a actual person my age? Which, I'm not drawn to no one in the school like I am to Mr. Horan. It's weird and unique at the same time. I don't like it. I don't want this, I might as well take it out on something or someone.

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After a hour of detention I leave the school, I'm walking across the parking lot when I see a familiar face. Not Zayn, Not Mr. Horan.

"There you are silly pants.." Jenna has a smile on her face and I wave. "Hey. Sorry. I had detention." I apologize.

"Woah! Already? What for?" She stands next to her black charger and must I say that the body on that car is beautiful. "Calling my teacher a dick.."

"Teacher? Which one?" She walks to me and stares at me through her sunglasses. "Mr. Horan..?"

"Oh. Damn. He's hot.." She smirks and giggles at the end and right there I snap. I don't know why or how but I grip her shirt and slam her to her own car. She's surprised, and so am I.

Like woah? Where the fuck did that come from ? As soon as I realize what I've done, I immediately take a step back. She stands up and dusts off.

"Woah, I'll stay in my lane.." She says holding her hands up in surrender. I don't say anything because I remember what happens when I snap. I scratch my head nervously. "I'm sorry.." I softly brush a piece of blonde hair behind my ear and our eyes lock.

"Look. It's cool. I didn't know you had a thing for him.." She fixes her hair.

How could one be so cool after that? If a girl slammed me to my own car I would fucking kill her but Jenna don't. She just stands there, like it's no biggy that I just fucking did that, when it is to me.

"I don't have a 'thing' for him.. I don't know why I did that .. I'm sorry.." Just as I'm about to just leave her standing in the school' sparking lot she finally says something. "We can talk at this cool frozen yogurt place uptown?"

"Are you sure?" I ask her just to make sure. "Sophie. You're fine. I know people has buttons, I just pushed the wrong one. I'll be waiting.." She says getting in her car.

I walk to my car and as soon as I get in it, I pop the glove department open and open the pill bottle, I ain't going back to that. I put two in my shaky hands and throw it back, I take a large swig or of the water bottle, which is filled with now hot water.

Mum used to call them my angry pills, but I just call it 'My shit' because I have to take shit to help my shit. I put the pill bottle back into the department.

So the plan was is that Jenna would follow me home so I could park my car, and that's exactly what we did. I park my car in the built in garage and before I know it me and Jenna is driving uptown.

"So.. About Mr. Horan..?" She looks at me with a smirk and I just stare at her for a few seconds.

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