Mr. Horan »n.h«

SECRETS

•Sophie•
So the door bell rings, and I'm wiping my face with my hands because when I got home I went into another panic attack so I didn't just take two of my pills I took like three but hey haven't kicked in and when they do I'm probably going to higher than a kite but that's beyond the point.

I open the door to find Jenna, Brianna and Emily all looking at me with this blank face expression and when I ask why Jenna just shakes her head.

"Sophie, what the hell happened to you?" They come inside and I close the door behind them and when we gave each other they just stare at my face. "Nothing.." I lie.

"Did Mr. Horan do something to you?" Emily walks to me and places her hand on my shoulder and they all look really worried and I'm just standing there like, what's going on? "Sophie. Come here," Brianna pulls me to the upstairs bathroom and I'm really confused.

My face feels sticky and when they place me in front of the mirror I then know why. My black mascara is smeared all down my cheeks, and my eyes look blood shot and I'm just sitting there staring at my reflection wondering why didn't I clean up?

I touch my cheek with my fingertips and that's when it hits me that their still looking at me with this speechless and worried expression so I open the drawer and grab a dish cloth and as I'm dampening it I hear Jenna say something.

"Mind sharing what the hell happened?" Her voice is soft and calm. "Brianna. Emily. Give me and Sophie some privacy we'll be back down.." and like that Brianna and Emily leaves us and Jenna steps into the bathroom.

She closes the door and stands beside of me as I start to wipe my face.

"Sophie. Please tell me what happened?" She's staring at my reflection and some of the make up is off, and I'm still scrubbing my face is starting to hurt now and my face is turning red. "Nothing. I'm fine. Nothing happened.." and I'm lying like a motherfucker.

There's this moment of silence and she pulls out her phone. She seems busy for a while and next thing I know I see this bright flash from her phone go off and I snap my heads towards her.

"What was that?!" I drop the dish cloth in the now stained sink and she's just looking at me. "Sophie. If you don't tell me what happened I will DM Mr. Horan and send this picture and ask him myself so spill it.." and she's holding her phone behind her back and instead of getting mad I just stare at her.

So I'm staring at her and the only thing I can say is.

"This is normal.. Okay?," I say, "Please. It's okay. I'm okay, please don't send it." and she's looking at me. "This is normal..?" and now she's just looking at me with this hurt face expression.

"Yeah. A little bit.. Just please don't send that picture.." I go to dry my face with a soft towel and it burns against my face. "Sophie tell me what happened..?" Now she's saying it in a warning tone and she's counting down and I would rather me tell her about the panic attack then her send a picture like that to Mr. Horan.

"Okay!," she stops counting and she still holds her phone though, "Remember that girl in the bathroom?"

"Yes.." She closes the lid to the toilet and sits down and looks up at me. "Well, all day it's been eating at me and well," I look down at my feet.

"I shouldn't have let her leave that bathroom, I wanted to tear her apart but I couldn't bring myself to do it and I kept telling myself that I fucked up, and then I got called down to the office and the principal gave me in school which made it even worse and I didn't have my medicine and I got so mad that I broke down into a panic attack and I ran out of tutoring like a fuck up!"

"I ran into a girl and she gave me some medicine and then next thing I know it was like I blacked out on he way home and all I know is when I got home I collapsed in my bedroom and I had another one.."

So I'm looking at her right? My hands are shaky and I can tell I'm on the verge of taking another one but she just stands.

"Sophie. You're okay, you was the better person. You left because she wasn't worth it," her voice is all calm now, "Sophie do you have anger issues?" and it's like then everything falls silent and I'm just staring at my feet.

A/N
Okay. So Jenna and Sophie is get really close now, and will Sophie tell Jenna why she moved? Or does she want to keep it a secret?
Will Harry meet Jenna?
Will the girls meet Liam?
What will Mr. Horan do next time he sees Sophie at tutoring?
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This chapter is dedicated to
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Emily!!
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