Mr. Horan »n.h«

DONE

That was about five minutes ago. I'm now standing in front of Sophie. Her mother behind Sophie's waiting for me to break it to Sophie and her eyes are flashing and I can tell she got her hopes up for something good to happen.

The hot breeze whips her hair around.

"Niall? What's wrong?" She asks, her mother stands behind her with her arms crossed.

"Sophie. This should've never have happened.. I'm sorry but I have to stop seeing you, this can't be happening. Me and your mother talked and .. I'm going to stop seeing you, it's my choice." and I see her face fall flat and she looks at her mother.

"What? No.. Mum.. What? No! You know that's bullshit!" She yells at her mum and I turn her to face me.

I see tears rolling down her cheeks. There's this pleading look like, please don't leave me. Which really chokes me up, because I promised.

"Sophie, it isn't her choice.. I just think it's best.. I'm not good for you.." I shake my head and the whole time it's like I'm fighting back these tears.

"Niall. Please. You're good enough. You're - You're all that I want, Niall. No one else is like you.. No one else means anything to me like you do.." and she's trying her hardest.

"I know but.. Sophie I just can't do this no more okay?!," I snap and she's thrown back a bit.

I watch as she stares at me in awe, and then it slowly fades to being this broken and dead face.

"Okay.. I'm sorry.." and she just looks away and wipes her tears and it's look boom, she gave up in a snap of a finger.

She walks away, and her feet carries her to her house leaving me and her mother outside next to my car.

"She'll be okay. You will too..," and Sophie even looks back before closing the door. "Lose her number, I'll home school her, we can forget about this. You-You can forget about this and pick another student.."

She leaves me standing outside of Sophie's house and my eyes trail up to her bedroom. The light is on, and I can see her digging through her drawers quickly and she's crying and I'm about to sneak up there but her eyes hit me, and she closes the curtain.

•Sophie•
Panic attack, is happening right now. I'm shaking, I can't breath, I'm crying, and I race to get to my bathroom and I'm digging for my medication and when I find it I have two more pills left so I take them and note to myself that I need to get a refill.

I know that I'm going to need it, and I know that I need my anti-depressants.

But it's like why even bother, it's not like him to just give up. He pinned me down until I caved and allowed him to take me in my own closet, he's the man that would stop at nothing to make me tremble.

He don't give up, so it would've had to been her.

My door opens and it's my mum.

"Honey? I'm sorry. Those men don't want nothing more than sex.."

There's this dead silence, of me just breathing heavy and silently sobbing.

"Mum," I go to my dresser and grab my anti depressants and temper pills and hand her them both. Empty. "Just get me a refill and leave me the fuck alone." I close my door in her face.