Mr. Horan »n.h«

IT HAPPENS

So he decides to help me on Math first and apparently tutoring helps on not just one subject but all so I just gave a math sheet to him to shut him up and he's reading it off until he turns my head and our eyes lock.

"Sophie. What's got into you?" I break eye contact and turn my head and it's like his fingertips just rip away from my skin. "Mr. Horan. I'm sorry but I have to go. I can't do tutoring today." I bolt up and it's getting worse and tears are brimming my eyes and breathing for me is getting really hard.

"Sophie, wait talk to me." He stops me and I'm just standing there and all at one I feel like my world is being ripped out in under me. I'm just so mad and upset and he shuts the large wooden door and I start to take deep breaths and pace around the room.

"Shh.." I shush myself and everything's coming all at once and I want to jump again or do something just to stop. I want to stop breathing and now it's like I'm needing my shit or I'm going to panic attack.

Need me medicine out of my car. Console. Bring it to Mr. Horan.. X

I send to Jenna.

Not at school. At home x

I receive.

My hands are shaking and I'm clinging on for dear life and all Mr. Horan is doing is just standing their watching.

I'm coming undone and I grab my things and now it's like I can't even breath and I'm starting to cry. I bolt toward the door and I'm practically running until I hit a small figure causing me to hit the ground.

Which don't help because I'm now having this full panic attack.

"Hey. Hey. It's okay, breath.." She kneels beside me and it's the girl from the bathroom. The one with strawberry blonde hair and crystal blue eyes? Well. She's digging into her bag and I still can't breath and I'm still crying and I can't stop and it's impossible to breath. She pulls out this bottle of pills and she quickly opens it and hands me two pills and without second thought I turn them up and she hands me this small mini bottle of water that she pulls out afterwards.

I down it and it don't take long before in calming down.

"It's okay. It's okay. You'll be okay. Just breath... Shh.." She's shushing me and her words work like magic because the pills kick in and she's just staring at me. "Thanks.." I choke up.

"It happens.." She helps me up, and then she waves goodbye and I don't even get her name because she just walks down the hall and turns the corner.

I'm just like woah! She's a lifesaver. I wipe my face and take a few more deep breaths and I even sob a few more times and I look back and wonder if I should go back and I have this voice telling me just to leave so that's what I do.

I just kinda walk out and it's hard because that's the first one I had since I moved but I kinda feel stupid because it's not like their just going to stop. Their always going to be tagging along. I just walk to my car and look back and something catches my eye.

I look at one classroom and I see Mr. Horan leaning against the window watching me and I just open my car door, get in and leave.

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