Such Kylo Trash

Nerf-Herder

(content warning: some dubcon elements)

When you returned to his room, you found that Kylo Ren was still fully dressed, including his helmet. He stared at you, instructing you to strip as soon as the door had closed. You set the bag that contained your change of clothes off to the side then proceeded to do as he had instructed. You walked over to his bed and climbed atop it when that modulated voice told you to do so. As you started to lie down, his voice barked out a sharp No, and so you sat back up. You drew your legs towards the rest of your body, bending your knees while keeping your eyes glued on the Knight.

Kylo Ren lifted a book from his bedside table, and you soon recognized that it was the one you had started to read to him a few days ago. He held the novel out to you, and you took it, soon opening it to where you had left off. You began to read it, quiet at first though your voice grew in volume as you went on. Kylo Ren moved about the room as you read. He eventually lifted the stool and brought it towards the bed so that he was able to take a seat in front of you. You felt his eyes on you as you read.

"Why are you afraid of me?" You paused mid-sentence, your eyes darting to him. "You were not afraid before, and now... You requested that someone else prepare my quarters then had a shadow with you when your previous request would mean my presence." You slipped the bookmark into the book then placed the novel on the table. Perhaps it was because you were not answering him that he changed course. "Why are you attracted to the lieutenant?"

"Can you just... Just pretend I'm Cindy Liu. Do whatever you want. I don't care." Your stomach was burning as you spoke. His hands clenched into fists then he relaxed them. Kylo Ren stood and began pacing the room. You sighed, rested your forehead against your knees, and kept your eyes closed. "Why do you care if I kiss him at all?" You heard his footsteps stop. "You're the one who... You wanted me to film myself getting a... Film myself having a guy cum on my face. And now suddenly you're... What the hell do you want?"

"Your job is to follow orders." You snapped your head up and stared at him. Kylo Ren came closer, drawing up to the side of the bed so that his form was looming over you. You tried to shrink from his gaze. "Questioning your superior...you should be sent to reconditioning."

"You wonder why I'm terrified of you," you shot back in a whisper. His response was to chuckle, to move his hand between your knees and chest, and to press down so that he was able to flatten his hand against you as he forced you to lie down.

Kylo Ren moved that hand down the length of your body, cupping your pussy and hooking his fingers against you, thrusting up two of them into your entrance. Your hips jerked of their own accord, and your breathing quickened. "And yet you want me to touch you...to fuck you." His head tilted a fraction of an inch to the left, and you had the impression he was watching your face. "Do you think you deserve that?—are you worthy of it?"

How was it, you wondered, that he was able to make you feel so small? Officer Keln, for all his insults your way, for the way he had struck you—those were things that you only momentarily dwelt on, but were able to dismiss. With this man, you could not help but obsess over every cruel thing he said, over every little thing he made you do.

Kylo Ren removed his fingers from you and stood there, as though dumbstruck. Perhaps this was due to the fact that you were crying. More likely it had to do with what you had started to say:

"I get it, okay! I'm nothing! I'm one of those small pieces where it doesn't matter if I'm there or gone, broken or not—life goes on without anything blowing up! Just send me to reconditioning! The only reason I haven't been sent yet is because of who my father is; I get that! Send me to reconditioning!"

"You're so angry." He sounded calm, which only fueled your ire. You started to stand, however he raised a single hand and you found yourself sprawled on the bed, your hands above your head and all your limbs frozen in place. Kylo Ren reached up and removed his helmet, setting it off to the side. His voice was normal, not hoarse or raspy in the least when he again spoke. "You don't need to be sent to reconditioning to learn your place." In a single, fluid stride, he was standing between your legs, which he forced open in unison with kneeling. He puckered his lips and blew against your clit. Your jaw dropped at the feeling, your chest rising and falling more heavily. "What do you want?"