Jasper {Completed}

reality check

she didnt know what to tell him ..

alondra; im sorry your feeling this pain .. i hope we can help you

she went to get ready for bed .. he followed her

chris: you do babe i love you im grateful for you

alondra: i love you too .. you leaving again? or?

chris; i wont drive i promise im wanna chill with you

he hugged and kissed her neck

alondra: no haha i don't wanna babe look at me

chris: your perfect baby .. come on go shower relax he's sleeping

she went to shower .. they laid back he rubbed her belly

chris; babygirl .. i cant wait till your here with us ..cant wait to tell you how i met your mama and how you cant date till your 30

alondra: you feel that kick haha shes already saying no but you remember how we met? tell her i wanna hear haha

chris: you where 12 i was 13 i had seen you on the block you where the new homegirl i had a crush on for sure haha xavier told me to grow a pair and talk to you so i bumped into you the next day and the rest is history .. they dont gotta know about the prison time or the rest haha

he kissed her as she laughed

alondra: ay dont sugar coat it we were in trouble from the start

chris: yea we where they'll find out eventually haha

he kissed her

they laid back watching tv .. saul eventually woke up alondra picked him up and set him on the bed with him

she watched as Chris laid next to him and watched him

alondra: I've never seen you so calm i cant wait to see you with the both of them

he nodded .. her not knowing his thoughts .. he felt disconnected and guilty when he looked at his babyboy .. he saw elena then he'd remember how there relationship wasn't real to him .. he battled with himself .. he knew saul was his but it messed with him

the weeks went by rather drinking at home he was working and coming home drunk

alondra: im almost 7 months i hate to ask for help i do

poncho: no dont feel bad your family whats going on mija?

alondra: We have good days then bad days .. but im tired of arguing so i just left him alone im tired of begging for him to help .. i dont get it i dont im pregnant saul looks for him but he just holds him for 10 minutes and moves on leaves him to cry until i get up and check on him

reina: mija dont cry its ok

she hugged her as she broke down

poncho: we got you we'll help you need to rest this lil girl can come early with stress it isn't good .. he's huh ill deal with him .. but you need to put your foot down with him to

alondra: i dont wanna be a bitch though i dont wanna push him away look at me he can just

reina: his bitch ass trys to cheat ill beat his ass shit i popped him out ill put him right back shit .. just relax mija its ok

she nodded

alondra: dont go to hard please

poncho: I've been to fucking nice im tired of this .. come on go

xavier walked in with baby things

xavier: hey? i thought i should pass by and drop some things off?