alondra: i wanna go home ok lets go
chris: no not till you tell me whats wrong? what rumors are you talking about?
alondra: ok can we go get drunk? just me and you?
chris: you sure?
alondra: chris please
chris: fine but your gonna tell me shit
they left .. he held her hand as he drove
chris: sooo?
alondra; if you dont know what im talking about then the rumors arent true
chris: well yea if im doing shit i wouldve known
he didnt push it any further .. he bought a bottle and they went out to the park
alondra: why not go home?
chris: cuz knowing you you'll take one drink go to sleep or start crying haha
alondra; shut up haha
they took the bottle and sat down at a table
alondra; wait do you wanna drink? im not going to force you?
chris: ill take a sip gotta drive so enjoy its all for you .. i love you ok im sorry for the bullshit
alondra: stop aplogizing i have to get all this out of my head
he sat back as she drank and laughed with him
chris: i missed that smile
she shook her head
chris: are you happy?
alondra: yea? haha
chris: naw like happy with me? with us?
she took a swig and laughed
alondra; why are you asking me that?
chris: i dont know cuz i feel like you aint?
she looked down ..
alondra: iam but im going threw alot it aint all about you
chris: then what is it? cuz i feel like its me?
alondra: think about it i gave birth to our lil girl and i dont get to share that with my mom? im blessed with yours iam but it hurts giving birth and going threw everything changed me .. i dont love myself like i used to hearing those bitches say they been fucking with you on the low cuz i aint who i used to be? yea im happy ok i love this i love our family .. but im hurting ok?
he sat back as she drank more
alondra: and before you ask whos saying it its all of them .. my own sister told me some rumors earlier to
chris: im sorry your feeling like this .. i wish she was here to see how great of mother you are babe to both of them .. but on our kids babe ive never cheated ever
she nodded at him
chris: alondra who you gonna beleive haw?
alondra: i beleive you i do im just messed up now i love you though thatll never change
chris: i love you to but if ive hurt you so much why you still with me?
alondra: did you really do all this shit to get me to drink to talk? really? haha
chris: haha no honestly i did it to kick it and see maybe a fuck or something haha
she smacked him as he hugged her by her waist
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Jasper {Completed}
عشوائيIt's been 8 years since I've been back to my hood, nothing yet everything has changed. Cesar is finally back home. I never knew I would come face to face with my first love, locking eyes with her seeing how lifeless she is. Later to find out she's...
