Jasper {Completed}

hoeing it

chris: it is what it is she needs her space .. so do we got work i need to distract myself?

xavier: yea i got you go change i got calls to make

he walked inside and got changed to go

reina: what are you doing home?

chris: I'm gonna be straight about it ok and i don't wanna hear shit about it

reina: what happened? yall ok?

chris: she told me she needed some space that it wasn't me it was her

reina: jasper

chris: i get why its whatever I'm just gonna do me

reina: you have to understand she went threw some traumatic stuff she could've died .. but shes right it ain't you

chris: yea but i wanna be with her and she don't want me around i wish i could snap that assholes neck for hurting this bad ..

reina: I'm sorry mijo .. just take time for yourself work have fun she'll come around i know yalls love is true

he nodded .. and went to work

the week went by with no calls or texts from her

xavier; bro your to much lets go get drunk and forget about all this

chris: naw im good ill be in my room serio

he went to his room.. and was surprised by a text

alondra- we need to talk

chris- whats up? want me to come threw?

alondra- no im not at my dads call me

he did

chris- where are you?

alondra- i moved out im staying with my tia in Arizona ..

chris- what? why?!

alondra- because i needed to get out i didn't feel safe i was paranoid i was throwing up from he anxiety so i quit my job and i bought an airplane ticket and left

chris- are you feeling better?

alondra- yea im more calm knowing he's thousands of miles away from me

chris- well im glad you at least feel better sucks i couldn't tell you goodbye .. sorry if i made you feel unsafe

alondra- im sorry chris

chris- naw don't be .. but what does this mean for us?

alondra- i love you and im thankful for everything you've done for me chris

chris- just say it alondra

alondra- what?

chris- that is over forreals

alondra- i need my time

chris- this sounds so familiar i swear your doing it all over again ..bye babygirl when you decide what you want come find me .. ill always be here

alondra- chris you have to understand

chris- i do and i get it but i ain't gonna live waiting on you bye alondra

he hung up and threw his phone breaking it .. he got up and walked out

xavier: i heard

Chris: ived should've hoed it .. that's what i get serio fuck this shit lets go

xavier: lets go haha

they went out

reina: you sure he ain't gonna fuck up?

poncho: he's just drinking let him be ok he needs to move on from this one this time

reina: yea

..

OG: dam she did you like that?

chris: yea but fuck it its my karma i should've just respected it im done with all of it

OG: let time heal it your not locked up make your money do you if she comes back then she does ok don't get sad

chris: yea ill be ok time to do me

months went by Chris and xavier moved out and started to go deeper into the game he never settled for no girl he stayed hoeing it ..

xavier: you never bring home the same chick? haha whats going on?

chris: i don't know shes chill a fuck buddy kinda

xavier: naw naw hoe it stay a hoe! your boring when you settle haha

chris: i still got hoes this one hoe im just keeping around more haha

xavier: ok name?

chris: elena shes from muscoy shes hood and chill and a hoe like me haha

xavier: what ever just kick back though

he nodded

later that night

elena: jasper

chris: sup??

he turned and looked at her

elena: i like you

chris: that's cool

elena: no like i have feelings for you

chris: i told you from the start what this was i don't want a relationship

elena: why not? tell me why?

chris: cuz i was down for 8 and i had my eye for one girl i got out we got together shit happened she dipped on me .. i don't wanna put myself in something again its a lot of work and i don't have energy

she nodded as she sat on his lap

elena: but im worth it i ain't her daddy?