Ranboo angst

Loneliness

Before we start, I want to say sorry for not posting yesterday. My wifi was scuffed. I'll post two chapters today to make up for it though. Thank you.

Tw:
Swearing
Bullying
Skipping meals
Self doubt

Ranboo's POV:

My tired eyes were greeted by the natural lighting which leaked through the ebony curtains. Quickly, I unlocked by phone and looked at the time. 6:30am that means I got around an hour of sleep. Wow I really do have issues huh?

Forcing myself out of bed, I threw on a hoodie and sweatpants. I could not be bothered to do much more.

Heading into the bathroom, I soon found the whereabouts of my toothbrush before brushing the small row of bones that were located in my mouth. No one would notice if I don't brush my hair. Hell it isn't like I have friends to even acknowledge me.

With that, I left the house without breakfast as per usual. I could eat at school, it's fine.

(I really don't know much about the American school system so I'll use the British one, okay?)

After form time:

Rushing through cramped hallways, I checked my timetable again before walking towards the gym. PE, my least favourite. Before I could make it into the class, my name was called.

"Hey (insert name because I'm not sure if Ranboo is comfortable with it) have you tried not being so pathetic? I bet mOmMy aNd dAdDy are disappointed" the boy said attempting to insult me.

"Oh shut up Chad.." I said.

It isn't like I'm not used to these insults however that is probably the poorest one yet. However it does hit close to home. Were my parents proud of me? They never really expressed care for me.

Continuing to walk, I entered the room just before the teacher. Thank god. If I got another detention I'd miss the roleplay. They shouldn't have to reschedule for me. Do they class me as a friend or just a coworker?

Third person:

The boy was called to take part in the sprint. He was one of the least athletic people here. I mean, he was a streamer. However the school itself wasn't aware of that. Snickers were heard from the small crowd behind him. He was meant to compete with his bullies. Oh and to rub salt in the wound, the teacher was completely oblivious to the cruelty the boy recieved. Or were they? I mean it is fairly possible that they would have heard the taunts he recieved. Presumably, he must have taken it as banter.

Blind bitch..

"GO!"

The teacher yelled as the group of five sprinted across the field.

Ranboo, to his surprise, was actually second. Well, he was. A harsh shove was directed at his back. He fell flat on his face in the damp vegetation. His nose held a burnig sensation as crimson liquid dripped out of his left nostril.

Of course the teacher hadn't seen it. Even from halfway across the field, you could still here the laughter and taunts that echoed from the high schoolers.

Rage built up in the incredibly tall teen. A pit in his stomach formed.

Hah Freak

Isn't he so weird

Misfit

Disappointment

Disgusting pig

Lanky fucker

Weak

There were many more insults that echoed through his mind. Each one was said about him by his peers.

Ranboo's POV:

I ran into the stall furthest from the door before locking the door. Why couldn't I be home schooled. No one believes what I say, only listening to those who show dominance by their wealth and popularity among those around them. Society is full of shit, no one knows how to get along.

I wonder what it would be like to have a friend.. Someone who would always be there for me. A person who would appreciate my true self. They'd help me when times are tough and I'd help them too. Understanding is something that would be familiar to us. A friend who wouldn't use me for fame. Who would always be there to rely on.

I guess that will never happen..

After all, I am just a lonely freak with nothing better to do than play video games on the internet. To distract myself from the overwhelming truth that I truly am a sad excuse of an individual.

Hello, this was also quite short but oh well. Another disclaimer, none of this is true so please don't insult me for it because I am very sensitive. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this. The other chapter will be out soon. It will cover underage drinking. So just be warned if you are sensitive with that. Thank you! I hope you have a nice day/night/afternoon. Goodbye!