Ranboo angst

Scars

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Tw:

Scars
Insecurities
Gore
Blood
Injury
Self harm

Ranboo's POV:

What do I do? Why did they have to find out. Couldn't they just live on their blind views forever. Nope they just had to notice them. This is bad, this is bad this is bad! Questions, how many questions would they ask. Please don't ask..

Stress piled upon my shoulders as i felt their curious gazes. Not being able to hold back anymore, I let out a loud screech before the familiar particles appeared. Once my view was no longer obstructed, I was met with a flower field.

I recognized immediately where I was. My safe haven, the one place I could relax without people there to judge me.

Maybe those whom were apart of L'manburg were not the best people to surround myself with. Did it matter anymore? No but it hurts me to reminisce. Unable to help it, I allowed my brain to replay those moments as my back hit the soft green blades that allowed me to rest.

Flashback time pog:

Eyes on me, I glared at the ground as I averted my own from the stares filled of hatred. Speaking up the leader of the lot spoke up.

"Repeat yourself. Now!"

"Technoblade and Phil on that matter are not monsters. THEY ARE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN FORCED TO DO THINGS THEY DIDN'T WANT TO."

Lifting my head, I take a deep breath as I regain composure before I continued.

"Well, they deserve to be treated as though they are humans not monsters. If you don't agree with that then I don't want to associate with you."

These events happened after I had overheard them conversing amongst themselves. Spreading such crap that it just led me to snap. Yes they may have made mistakes but not once did they deserve this.

Blowing up a place that only represents corruption and pain was actually the best way to go.

Although by speaking out about this had gotten me on the hit list, it didn't matter to me. So when I heard the clink of a sword I ran towards the tree line.

Technoblade's POV:

"Technoblade and Phil on that matter are not monsters. THEY ARE PEOPLE, PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN FORCED TO DO THINGS THEY DIDN'T WANT TO."

Wait what? Ranboo?

I had been going to check if any of Phil's items survived the explosion when voices caught my attention. So there I was, stood behind a tree whilst listening to the teen speak.

Pausing for a minute, he seemed to calm down again. Why was he risking himself for us? I don't understand..

"Well, they deserve to be treated as though they are humans not monsters. If you don't agree with that then I don't want to associate with you."

Clearly not appreciating his opinion, the group unsheathed their weapons before running after the boy.

I need to tell Phil about this..

Time skip to not the present:

Ranboo's POV:

That was about four hours ago now. Obviously the hroup weren't commited to finding me and gave up long ago. Leaving me time to be at peace.

Always having attachment to flowers, this soon became my hiding spot. However, I wasn't alone for long as I spotted two figure approaching me. Those two figures meant no harm as they were unarmed. Not even suited in armour. Neither was I but that was beside the point as mine lay in a chest beside me.

"Hey mate, Techno overheard what you said so we wanted to thank you."

Sitting up, I motioned for the two to join me amongst the fluorescent petals which they silently agreed to.

"It's no problem, I know deep down you have done absolutely nothing wrong. It's just that no one understands you so their anger drives them towards false security."

Both nodding in agreement, the three of us sat in silence for a few minutes. That is until they shared a look before Phil spoke up again.

"We know that you probably aren't welcomed into the country anymore. Would you like to stay with us?"

Huh?

Nodding my head profusely, I allowed them to lead me into the snowy biome in which they resided in.

Abruptly, Techno mentioned something that made me stop in my tracks.

"Hey kid, what are those scars on your face from?"

Shoot, what am I meant to say. I can't just be like.

Oh yeah I'm an emotional wreck so I cry a lot but everytime I do it leaves scars. Though I'm sick in the head and kind of enjoy the pain.

Yeah that's a perfect thing to say to the people who were kind enough to take your sorry self into their home. So instead, I say the most logical thing I could.

"I cAn'T remember."

Lord that voice crack is going to ruin my image..

Clearly concerned by my reply the two faced me once more. Though unlike those who held grudges they left their looks. They didn't have their eyes on me but at the same time gave me their attention.

Shoot, what do I do. My entire body screams at me to tell them but the voice forbids that.

Not able to prevent the walls I built from crashing down, I simply broke down before them as I spilled the entirety of my secrets.

Locking me in an embrace, the two allowed me to calm down before they explained how that didn't make a difference to them. Anger wasn't in their aura. One thing I did notice is the glint of protectiveness in Techno's iris.

Maybe I won't be the outcast anymore. I've only been here for about twenty minutes but they've already became more of a family to me than anyone who has ever entered my life.

That's what I thought.

Thank you for reading this again. Make sure you've hydrated today. I apologise if this isn't as high of a quality as it usually is. Proud of you all!