Ranboo angst

WE ARE KIDS

Hello again, I hope you're all well. Have you been looking after yourself? I care about you no matter who you are. I'm proud and love you all <3

Tw:

Self harm
Injury
Neglect
Toxicity
Experiments
Abuse
Swearing
Mention of death
Mention of manipulation
Mention of blood
Mention of suicide

Ranboo's POV:

Today we lost a boy who was hated by many, loved by those who truly understood. Despite his mistakes, he is a child. No one seems to understand that.

It's as if they hate us. Exiling a child twice, once for an accident?! The other for merely associating with a former president. He didn't actually mean for the house to be set on fire.

Tubbo? He was made president despite his age and expected to run a nation that was broken. Fighting in wars? That was okay to them! God forbid a minor makes a mistake here you'll be punished greatly despite the fact. Oh but manipulation is fine, no punishment needed.

Dream beat a child to death with no consequences. Manipulated that child until he broke free from his grasp, once he did he killed him in cold blood. Not many even cared once he was gone. Sick..

Not once did anyone check up on us teenagers. Purpled was barely even acknowledged as a person here and was only ever robbed for his potato farm. We've been through so much only to be expected to do more.

Now I will change that.

I had managed to convince everyone to meet at the crater. Many were hesitant to come but they eventually agreed. The only ones that weren't there were Sam Nook, Sam and Dream. Sam looking after the prison whilst I didn't have the heart for the now hotel owner to know the truth. Just I can't bring myself to tell him..

Time skip- When everyone arrived:

Standing proudly, I called the two other kids on the server to stand beside me as I spoke. Informed prior, the two glanced at eachother knowingly before taking a place beside me.

"As you are all aware, Tommyinnit is no longer with us and I am aware that majority of you don't care. Despite the actions of the past you have to remember what he's been through. Like exiling him twice and some of you manipulated him multiple times. Hell, he almost committed suicide twice!!"

I took a breath, squeezing Tubbo's hand I signalled for him to speak up.

"Yes he may have betrayed you multiple times but we are not made for war. We should have a damn childhood not worry about death!"

"Fucks sake.. I WAS MADE PRESIDENT OF A CRATER. MADE TO RUN A COUNTRY DESPITE THE FACT I HAD LOST A MENTOR THAT DAY!"

Purpled walked forward to speak as he looked upon shocked expressions. Each one of them only just realizing the extent of what they have done.

" No one notices me unless they need to use me for murder. I AM NOT A TOOL! Shouldn't I be treated with respect? One of the only other things people know me for is my damn potato farm.."

He stopped speaking which told me it was my turn to finish speaking.

"WE ARE FUCKING KIDS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?! PUNISHMENT FOR A SLIGHT SLIP UP IS NO WAY TO TREAT US. HELL YOU CELEBRATED OUR SUFFERING. EVERYONE OF US HAVE BEEN USED OR MANIPULATED ATLEAST ONCE. THOUGH WE WERE MADE TO FUCKING SAVE OURSELVES!"

Making sure I could see the sorrow on their faces I paused for a minute. Turning to face the two, I gave a slight nod as we linked hands.

"Therfore we've decided to leave this place.. Leave the Dream Smp. Just know that this is your fault.." I speak once more before we walk towards Tommy's home.

We each owned an item that reminded us of him. It helped us feel more complete.

Approaching the dirt hut, we found the horses that we had left behind. Each one stood before a rucksack filled with equipment we may need.

Bidding our final goodbyes to the land so sinister, we mounted our steeds and rode into the sunset that he loved so dearly.

Smiles lacing our features, we felt true happiness as we made our escape from the troubles.

Free at last..

Hi everyone, I'm so proud of you all. Make sure you've taken care of yourself today. I love you so much bubs. I'm so proud that you are here another day. If you need to talk my Dms are open. ♥︎