In My Heart, There Rings A Melody || MYG ✓

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Your relationship with Yoongi was at it's pink of health. Perfect and Blissful.

And as the months went by and your group of friends started getting ringed on the fourth finger, insecurities crept in your mind again. But you were too afraid to confront Yoongi, a fear of rejection always worked on your nerves.

"Hey", you slid to the seat, next to where Seokjin was perched, "How have you been?"

Seokjin took another bite of whatever he was eating, "Good. I wanted to talk to you."

"About what?"

"You don't look good and before you try to deny, I'd like to remind you about my profession.", Seokjin rested his hand on yours and you sighed tiredly.

"Jin, I might sound crazy--"

"You're kind off crazy--"

"I know.", you pouted, "It's just...", you looked around, as if trying to frame the sentences that would make sense before looking at him again, "Your wedding is in two months, Jackson had proposed to Yoonji and after I played the part of match maker for Jimin and Anne, their relation is sky rocketing... What I mean to say is..."

"Y/N, you need to let it out.", Seokjin could sense the trail of thoughts that clouded your mind.

"I don't know... about us? I mean if Yoongi is considering a future with me, or you know like the last time...? And I'm afraid to confront him, what if he isn't ready or he doesn't want to? I don't want to make a fool of myself again. This is all crazy, I should not comparing our relationship with y'all...", you sighed, "I'm just rambling. I'm sorry.", you traced the bracelet band absentmindedly.

"Hey", Seokjin engulfed you into his embrace, "This not crazy, Y/N. I understand, where you're coming from. But you may consider what I'm about to say."

You straightened in your place, lending more attention to Seokjin.

"Y/N, you're brave. You are always strong and free, expressing your feelings. You even poured your heart in front of everyone and see, you both are back together."

You nodded and tilted your head.

"Yoongi could have rejected you that night. You had considered the option, still that didn't stop you. So why are you hesitating now?"

You spoke, utterly confused, "What should I do?"

Seokjin sighed, "With your IQ that low, I doubt you'd ever beck--"

"Finish that statement and I'll wrench out all of your teeth.", you gave him a vicious glare.

He searched for your face, over again for any signs of joke and gulped when realized you were serious, "I-I.. I think you should propose him."

"I should?", you blinked, hitching a thumb at yourself.

"Your call. But think, Yoongi may run out of sperms--"

"Hey!", you glared, "Take that back!"

He laughed, "Just kidding. But rather than sitting and getting consumed in fear, I think you should take the step. If works then perfect and if doesn't.... at least, there won't be any leading on and false hopes."

"Kim Seokjin", you smiled, "You really surprise me sometimes."

"Really?", he beamed, "I'm amazing right?"

"No. With that dense brain of yours you still manage to talk sense on occasions."

His face fell like ton of bricks.

You were already on your toes, and towards the door.

"Hey Jin.", he looked at you expectantly, "I was kidding."