Remember me

Remeber

Miyeon POV

"Minnie is stabilized nothing to worry about. I really don't know what made her have her heart rate like that" he said as he walked away

I entered her room

I saw her looking at mE

Minnie POV

I remember everything

Since day 1 to now

I won't blame her for letting me go as long as she is happy I will also be happy

I decided to hide the fact that I remembered everything

I saw her walk in

I gave her a slight smile

"Your okay now. That good. How do you feel?" She asked as she came closer to me checking on me

I wanted to kiss her but I didn't or basically didn't have the chance to when her boyfriend came in

"Your here again" he said looking at with a mad face

He sat down on the couch as Miyeon went to him and gave him a kiss

I admit I was jealous. Seeing the love of your life kissing someone else

Miyeon sat with him

I looked at the floor and everything came to me

The memories mostly

The day I first met her to the last time I saw her laying on her bed with puffy eyes

I will always blame myself for everything

The moment my life flashed in front of my eyes

All I still think about is Miyeon

I honestly don't know how I'm going to able to deal seeing her with someone else

She will find out one day but I hope she hasn't given up on me

But then it hit me

The words Miyeon said before I almost saw the white light

She doesn't love me anymore. She already broke her promise. She has thrown away what one day she felt for me away

She already found someone else to share her lonely night with

But I can't. I can't move on

I looked at her as she was smiling with him

It hurted but I deserved it right?

I wanted to cry and let everything out but I stoped myself

I don't want her to let go of me I'm not yet ready to feel more pain

I looked away from them as a tiny tear left my eye

It like a roller coaster ride

The ups and downs

Going up feel good but falling down that when it hurts the most

It hurted to know this was the downfall but never know when the rise will be

That's how life is

It's suppose to be an amazing experience but it's also ment to be a path with so many obstacles that will weaken you

That's a life lesson

There will always be a weird sentence with a powerful meaning in it

That you won't understand until you face the problem

I was taught this lesson

"When it hurts just feel the pain it will leave"

And also

"Love is an amazing feeling but it also the worst to feel"

Pain is what I'm feeling now but I think it won't leave

Love is Amazing but is it this bad

I remember the day I killed Shuhua

I remember the day I met Miyeon

I never knew it would be like this