Remember me

Goodbye

Miyeon POV

After I locked myself yesterday in the bathroom

I cried until there wasn't anymore tears to let out

I wanted to kill myself but I couldn't I had a child

A child I would have to see grow

Even after one more month of torture I can still feel those butterflies

She has gotten colder and colder

Which means more pain that I have to through I'm starting to hate this so much

Every time we would accidentally make eye contact I swear I could still see some love in them

Last night she once again abused me. My body hurts but not as much as my heart

I have been thinking a lot.

I have decided what I'm going to do

As much as I don't want to do this

I can't handle the pain anymore

"Minnie let's talk" I said to the person next to me in bed

"What do you want to talk about" she said in her raspy but cold voice as she rubbed her eyes since it was Morning

"Since you don't love me I have made a decision"

"Tell me quick please I have to go do something"

It hurted

"IM TIRED OF THIS. IM TIRED OF YOU BEING SO FUCKING COLD. IM HURTING CANT YOU JUST SAY THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE INSTEAD OF BREAKING ME."

I yelled witch caused her to flinch

"TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. TELL ME WHY YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYMORE. GIVE ME A REASON I WANT AN ANSWER"

"Miyeon i DONT know I just fell out of love and I found it fun to hurt you" she said in her cold voice

*SLAP*

"I HATE YOU MINNIE. HOW COULD I FALL FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOU"

"You where quite dumb"

"You should've know that a stoned heart won't change"

I got up from the bed and started to throw everything I had close at her

"WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR LOVE AND ALL THE PROMISES*stops throwing* WHAT WAS THIS FOR *takes of engagement ring and promise rings off* WAS IT JUST TO MAKE ME BELIVE THAT YOU LOVED ME* throws all rings to Minnie* AND I DID BELIVE"

I was breathing very harshly all hell broke loose inside of me

"ARE YOU HAPPY TELL ME. ARE YOU HAPPY YOU MANAGED TO HURT ME"

I yelled for the last time before heading out of her room

Slamming the door hard

Minnie POV

I think my life flashed before my eyes

I was trembling of fear

I looked around and saw everything thrown on the floor

I looked at myself and saw the rings there

How could I have gone this far

But it's for the best

I sighed as I got the rings and put it inside of my sweatpants pocket

My heart is broken

She hates me