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Are you falling out of love? (Miyeons pov)

Miyeon POV

It's already been four months since we stayed here

And I have somehow regretted it

She has started to act different towards me

She isn't the sweet Minnie that I once met she is so cold towards me but still the sweetest parent to Dahlia

She isn't there as much

Her warmth isn't there anymore

The love isn't there

I want to make myself believe that it's just me

But it leads me to crying myself to sleep

She would always come late she wasn't drunk or anything sometimes

She has started to abuse me

I would always have bruises on my body but hide them with makeup

Am I still in love with her?
Yes

When she would sometimes force me to have sex I would always think of the good times

The times where she would act like a little baby and not the person who would force me

It hurts

Today I decided to talk to her

I'm alone in out room as always sitting in the very big bed

The door opened

I looked up to see Minnie

She was about to pass by me

"Did you fall out of love Minnie?" I asked her

She stoped on her track and turned around to look at me

I looked back at her. I looked into her eyes to find an answer since she didn't say a word

"What if I did?" She said in her usual cold voice

I looked at the carpeted floor

Tears forming

"Thats all I wanted to know" I said as I got up and went to check on Dahlia and she staid there standing

As soon as arrived and entered her room I closed the door and the tears poured down my face

Did she really manage to fall out of love with me?

My heart broke into many pieces

I was torn apart

I went to Dahlia

I picked her up from her crib

"Daddy doesn't love me anymore and I don't know why. Did I do something wrong? Has she met someone new? I still love daddy with all my heart even after she would hurt me. Maybe I deserve this right? For what I did to her. Am I crazy to still see some love in her eyes? Am I crazy to still think she loves me? Is mommy crazy to still love daddy?" I stopped talking when I started choke on my own sobs

I put dahlia back in her crib

"Why did you stop loving me Minnie few more months until our wedding. Couldn't it be after the good part. Did I do something wrong? Why? Why? Why? Tell me I want you to tell me what or who made you to stop loving me. Did all the alarms ring the moment I said we would stay but I didn't hear them? Did I stop being what you needed babe? Babe answer me I want to know I want to know why."

I said to the air as I once again choked on my owns sobs

My tears flowed non stop as my heart ached

I wanted to die

And I wanted MY Minnie back

"I want the Minnie that made my heart beat like crazy. The one that I fell for. The one who became my everything. The one that loves me unconditionally. The one who became my other half. The one who saved me from drowning" I said to no one once again as I wiped my tears

I got up from my knees since I didn't realize that fell down because my body became weak

"Be strong Miyeon. Do it for Dahlia" I encouraged my self as I opened the door and went back to our room

I entered the room and saw Minnie already sleeping

I went to where she was facing and kneeled down

"I love you" I said as I caressed her cheek gently with my now shaking hand

I got up when I felt the tears pour down my face once again

I quickly ran and locked myself in the bathroom