Remember me

Best to forget me

Minnie POV

I was released last month

I left without sayin goodbye to her. It was best. I left those hospital doors knowing nothing was going to be the same

I decided to be away because I wouldn't stand seeing Miyeon in a white dress walking towards her lover

He asked her to marry him

What a lucky guy

As I said I will be there looking after her and that's what I'm doing

She is currently choosing a dress with her friend

It looks beautiful on her and she just looks like a goddess

I won't lie I have cried nonstop

Just thinking of being a blurred past hurts but what am I going to do I respect her decision

So now I'm making it easier for her to forget me

Forget us. Forget the good memories. Forget me the one she promised to love forever

I was a the cafe near by watching from across the street since the windows are big and they measure the dresses right near the window

I was amazed by how pretty she looks everyday

I wish I could be him. Marring Miyeon

Being the one to see her walk towards me

It was all part of my imagination

I chuckled

I saw her walkout of the store so I paid for what I had not caring about my change

I quickly went out of the cafe to see a heartbreaking scene

They hugged and he lifted her up spinning her in circles and she laughing brightly at the action

She wrapped her arms around him and gave him a bunch of kisses

They laughed smiling widely as they shared a passionate kiss

I was stunned to what I saw. My heart shattered and was torn out of my chest

All I wanted to do is cry but I didn't because I knew she was happier without me in the frame

They looked at each other with so much love and affection

I looked away and walked away trying not to breakdown

As I walked I also tried my best to not look back

It was left clear that I'm nothing to her anymore

That she has forgotten me as she promised to herself

When I was at the hospital I knew she was trying so hard to forget me

She lied saying that we weren't anything basically strangers

She kept going with that lie the whole time.

When I would be sleeping or basically just having my eyes closed she would always repeat

"I will forget you"

"I moved on"

"I gave up on us"

"I gave up on you"

And the one that hurts

"I don't love you anymore"

I'm happy for her

But I'm not okay

I can't sleep

The scene of my car accident would repeat in my head the moment I saw the trucks light to the moment my eyes shut

I hurt my self

I always try to feel pain to see what Miyeon went through

I do many thing to myself but never ones to visible

I tried to not look back but I gave up I turned around to see him back hugging her as she gave him kisses on the cheek

She did it

She managed to forget me completely

She managed to break my heart that she herself healed

She managed to break every promise without regrets

She managed to unlove me