Mcyt Oneshot Book

"My tower." Tommyinnit ‼️

@thesadduck

CW / TW // Heavily Angst, No comfort, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt

Tommy POV:

I have nothing, No one, No home, Nothing. Dream ruined everything, maybe it was my fault. I did betrayed him.

It was my fault.

All my fault.

I looked around at my "home" it was exploded yet again, again...and again. Why does this never stop? I am always the one to blame, it's my fault that all of this happened in the first place. No one cares anymore.

I grabbed any block I could  and headed to the tallest hill. 'No one cares anymore...I lost my only friend..' I muttered to my self. My self esteem only seemed to get worst by the moment as thought swirled inside my head like rapid fire.

I built a larger tower, But not like those built back in L'manburg and Dream smp. Completely different. I built and built and built not until the block limit until i felt... I don't know... Safe? No... away. Yeah thats the word.

I sat on the edge look over at the sun, it looked beautiful. Heart warming at first but is sitting still is the only thing it's good for. Maybe, that the only thing I am really good at. Thought of being useless and problematic stayed in my head as I rained tears. They never seemed to stop. Nothing does, really.

One thing I know for sure is that, Dream never stops. Like the sun. Until it well... explodes.

Tubbo never came that for sure. Ghostbur never came back.
Phil never came.
No one came.
But Dream did, he cared, He came over and watched me! And talk with me, making sure i didn't...

Cause trouble...

He...he was watching me

I sat there in awe on what I just discovered how could i be so blind? I looked down again searching for water. I'll just got to Techno's house yea! His house is near by. If i just leave no one will know.

There was a pond.
I jumped.

I..

Missed.

Tommyinnit fell from a high place.

Goodbye. It's about time.