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Hana sat with her back to the door she was so lost. She was so sick of crying and being upset. The fact that Olivia impacted her life to the point that all she did was cry when no one else was around was starting to be overwhelming for her. So she did something no one would think she would do. She talked to Moira and now as she got up and walked over to her desk drawer she opened it and picked up the pill bottle. She looked at them remembering that Moira advised to only take one. She didn't even want to give Hana any at all but when the both sat and watched Olivia making no progress it was killing both of them. Now the fact that Olivia was out there somewhere and didn't even bother to come back to say something anything was like I knife to the chest. So she took one. A few moments later she felt nothing. No sadness, she wasn't happy, she wasn't hurt. Honestly she wasn't anything she was just completely numb. She shrugged her shoulders before putting the pills back and starting to set up her new equipment. It didn't take her long and when she was done she went out to be with her friends hoping no one would notice.

"You guys wanna play something??" She asked and Lena looked at her and right away she knew something was off.

"Sure" Lena said. There was an alarm and it meant the others had to go on a mission. Lucio came back with alcohol.

"Sweet we are drinking!" Hana said and Lena looked at Lucio.

"She is not 21 you know that right?" Lena said.

"She is close enough I mean technically she turned 20 today because in Korea the count the year in the womb. Also in Korea is drinking age is 20 so ita fine." Lucio said and Lena sighed  during their conversation Hana started drinking.

"Whoa let's at least slow down."Lena said as Lucio started drinking too.

"Hana are you ok? You seem kinda out of it. This isn't like you" Lena said and Hana sighed she was already caught but she wasn't going to spill about the pills.

"Just tired, tired of being sad, of forcing a smile. Today hit hard. I was really hoping she would be back today just as really good surprise. But I was foolish to think life works like that. She can't just magically wake up because it's my birthday."Hana said and in that moment Lena and lucio looked at one another. Hana sighed heavily.

"What now?" Hana said knowing already what they were talking about, but she wanted to see if they would actually tell her or if they would try to hide it.

"Uh nothin-" lucio started
"You should sit down" Lena said and lucio just looked at her. Hana just shrugged her shoulders and sat down.

"So she woke up earlier today. That's what Amelie called me about. I guess she woke up just as Dokai died. I guess they used to be best friends. I couldn't imagen losing you guys. But she got up and left. Moira and her had words and she just left. From there we aren't sure where she went.  I could be anywhere. I can say that from what I was told it does seem she has her memories back. If not all at some for sure. She said she had someone to see. That's the last we heard. She hasn't reached out to anyone else. Not Gabe or Amelie" Lena said and Hana just knodded then let out a small laugh. Lena and Lucio looked at her sure she was losing her mind.

"You know I've been so stupid sitting here thinking she would actually come back. From day one our relationship has been nothing but a non stop nightmare. Something after something again and again. Some where so little too. I really thought she would come back that everyone was right. But I don't think that's the case anymore. Sad thing is there is a sweet amazing girl who actually likes me and is giving me all the space in the world. She is amazing and yet I am still stuck on someone who honestly I don't think even wants to be with me anymore. Because if she did she would be here. This would of been where she should of come first " Hana said. She didn't raise her voice she just said it flatley. Lucio and Lena both looked at one another completely blind sided by this.