·Jordan pov·
I sighed greatfully. Finally finished editing. I left it rendering and got up. I walked into the kitchen and saw Kate sat at the table with her face in her hands. Quiet sobbs escaped her mouth as I went up to her and hugged her. She looked at me and through a tear stained face and broken heart, she smiled at me. My phone started ringing. I smiled at Kate one last time and whispered to her
"Its gonna be okay, I promise."
I answered my phone
"Hello?" I asked, walking out the room.
"Hi Jordan, its me, Will. " he said unenthusiastily.
"Why a-"
"Jordan. Listen. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad." He started crying
"Will just apologise to her, she's more torn apart then you'll ever see. I cant say im not mad at you because I know what shes been through, Will." I sighed before continuing.
"And something like this happening to her leaves her in a broken mess."
"Jordan, I cant win her heart back. She'll never repay me." He said.
"Use your fucking brain you stupid brit."
He chuckled a bit.
"I have an idea." He spoke.
·Kate pov·
Fiddling with my fingers, I pressed my ear more into the door.
"Will just apologise to her, she's more torn... I cant say im not mad at you because... been through, Will." I made out the few words now and again. I stopped eavesdropping and walked away, brushing my fingers through my dark ombré hair. Sighing, I sat on the sofa and texted my Kik baes for a little while before watching some TV, eventually crying myself to sleep. I missed Will so much but only and act of true love with thow a frozen heart. Will broke me. Im like a used toy. I break but when someone fixes me, I'm not the same. I don't work the same as I used to. But at the moment I'm just a broken toy, shattered on the floor with no one bothering to help me.
I heard a knock at my door.
"Come in." I said plainly
I heared shifting then Hallie sat with me
"Are you okay? " she asked, concerned.
"Im fine." I said bluntly. I go through stages when im sad. I go through the mad stage when I get mad at the person who made me sad yet take it out on myself. Then, I go through the crying stage; where I cry pretty much 25 hours a day. Last of all is where I am now. The faze where I look at the same spot somewhere and drink hot tea or fiddle with something. I will answer people with little words and shut people out.
Hallie sighed and hugged me. I stayed stiff as a board. She looked at me with sympathetic eyes then walked to the door.
"I'll just leave you to think I guess. Call me or text me if you need me. Ill always be here." I nodded and looked down. I felt horrible to be like this.
♡later♡
"Today, you don't wanna get out of bed, there are so many thoughts in your head"
I lay on my bed, listening to music. My heart ached aswell as my head. I wondered what I did to deserve this. I missed the little fights, I miss the long cheesy smiles, I miss the good morning kisses, I missed him. I miss my everything. But at the same time I dont want to see him. I dont want to be associated with him anymore. Thats all he is to me, now. Just him. I watched YouTube for a while before taking a nap. When I woke up I saw a message on my phone. I decided to open it.
Payback, bitch.
From bee. Wow. This distraughted my okay mood. I tried to distract myself from it but it was so difficult. My music got increasingly higher and more dubstep. I felt so crappy. Thats it. I determined. I kicked over my speakers and slammed my laptop lip shut. I walked out the house and to the bridge. Carefully, I climed up onto the bars and shakily stood on them,tieing the brick too my foot. I store into the running steep streem. I then looked up to the sky.
"God, if you are listening tell my family I loved them." I was now sobbing and lifted my feet off the ground. But I was shocked when I didn't feel water. I felt two strong arms pull me back.
"Let me go!" I sobbed, weakly.
"Never." They said.
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Im shit at writing and I feel so fucking sick so yay another stupid sucky chapter.
Also the name of the chap I didnt know what the fuck to put so yeah shut up I feel ill ughh
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FanfictionKate, Jordan's sister, who fell in love with that British boy. drama, drama, drama is all I can say.
