Chapter 28 - we all go a little mad sometimes

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(A/N sorry I just had to put Tate/Evan peters as the pic oops sorry he's just so perf k bye)

•Kate pov•

It's a few days later and things haven't cleared up. there's this tension in the air all the time. I don't even know how to feel anymore. Mitch is a very good friend, I'm grateful, without him I don't even know where I'd be. I sat in the kitchen, holding my hot tea in my hands. I was sat on a stool, my legs crossed and my back ached. will has been and gone. we haven't really spoken much. I wouldn't be surprised if he is staying with bee. I've always thought of myself as a kind person that would always outkind people, but I've been proven wrong. I'm a sarcastic bitch, that's it. sarcasm is my way of letting my anger out. it can be used several ways. I was interrupted when a familiar figure stood in the direction I was looking in. it was will.
"Can I help you?" I asked harshly, yeah about that kind thing I was talking about...
"yeah actually, you can." he replied, grabbing a stool from beside me and sitting on it across from me.
"Tell me. why are you so mad?" He asked. I shot him a 'are you fucking having a laugh?' Look.
"Oh I don't know, you tell me. How would you feel if your boyfriend made out the girl who sent you to the hospital, who sent your boyfriend images they know they shouldn't have,-"
"We agreed to not bring this up again." will said sternly.
"Maybe you should watch what you ask for then.'' I smiled before walking out the room with my arms crossed. He yelled, "At least I don't find happiness in cutting myself open!" I stopped in my tracks and walked back to will.
"You think i... enjoy that?" I stood there, shocked. "you think I find watching myself bleed entertaining? Like its some kind of fun activity? You're a real fucking jerk, you know that right." I then just went up to my room and store at the wall. I couldn't cry, that's weak. but we're leaving soon, I can't look like a mess for the fans. I sighed heavily and said to myself, "why does life have to be so hard?" I fell onto my back and store at the ceiling. Don't think about it, don't think about it, don't. stop, its not worth it. stop thinking about it. I sat up and my head my face in my hands. There was a knock on the door. I looked in the mirror and wiped away the mascara under my eyes. I opened the door.
"Heyyy, Mitch." I smiled weakly. He walked in and hugged me.
"I can tell you've been crying." He mumbled. I sighed and buried my face into his shirt.
"You can stay here if you want, you don't have to come if you don't want to." he said.
"But I do want to, I'm just not emotionally stable right now."
he sighed again and pulled away from the hug. he tapped my nose and I giggled.
"You're so cute."
"No I'm-"
"Shut up, you are." he was blushing, aww.

•LATER•

I looked at my phone. just 4o more minutes until we can go, this was worse than i thought it would be. A fan came up to me and hugged me, it took my by surprise, I hugged her back.
"You know, a lot of people don't like you after what bee did. its stupid, you didn't do anything." she sighed
"Yeah, I know but I can't really do anything about that." I replied
"I'll never hate you, I don't understand how anyone could, you're so amazing." I smiled and hugged her again. she handed me some amazing fan art.
"Oh my god this is amazing!" I gasped
"It's not that good but thanks." she smiled.
"You surly are talented."
We chatted for a while and then she needed to leave. The rest of the convention seemed to drag on.
Finally, time to leave. When we got home I sat down and put Netflix on, switching it to American Horror Story. I was only up to season 2 but quite far into it. Brayden sat with me and watched it. by the time it had ended, most of us were sat round the tv, Mitch next to me, Brayden and some others on the floor. we went through an AHS marathon. pizza, popcorn, sweets, fizzy drinks, it was great. Everyone fell asleep but me. I was still scared. I looked around me, there's no one there, it's fine. something touched my leg and I screamed. it was just Mitch but now I woke everyone up.
"Sorry..." I mumbled.
"You scared?" Mitch asked
"A little.."
"Here." he hugged me and held me in his arms. I felt safe and warm. I looked at his face. he store back at mine. He leaned in. I felt my heart in my throat, I can't do this. suddenly, Mitch was pulled away. I sat up, confused. Will stood there with his fist clenched holding Mitch by his shirt.
"Get off him!" I screamed.
"Look, I may be a jerk but I, I think I still love you, I can't just sit here and let someone do that, I can't."
"You don't love me, why does it matter." I shouted
He let go off Mitch, his expression lightened from mad to sad.
"I...i do and you don't get it but you're on my mind all day long. all night long, I regret everything I did. I'm a murderer off your happiness." He started to cry and I felt so bad. I wanted to hug him, but something inside stopped me. I just stood there, like a lost puppy. I didn't know how to react.
"We went through a lot, Will. from playing video games to dates to a relationship, will I really thought you were different. I fell for that smile of yours-"
"I changed. something inside off me changed. I still love you but we all go a little mad sometimes, I lost control. I lost control of my emotions."

we all go a little mad sometimes

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A/N

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