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I held his hands, looking at his eyes, and said, "I'll find you wherever you are. I will search the whole world to find you."
An orphan girl who found her home in the hands of a fragile boy. It was time and destiny that brought them apar...
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My knees got weak causing me to stumble on the ground. I landed my hand first to decrease the impact of my fall. My knees got scratched but I didn't even flinched. I barely felt anything after that car left, everything felt numb all over my body.
Pain. My greatest enemy and I reunited again. That single word can make my whole world tear apart. Not once, twice, but now thrice. What is wrong with the world, why do I feel like I'm the only one who experience this fucking nightmare. Ever since I lost my mother, the double the pain I get everytime I lost someone in my life. I guess that's how nature of life works, when you gain someone, that doesn't mean you already own them. When the time comes when destiny decided to tear you apart, you have no choice but to accept if whole heartedly.
Fuck that black cat
"Y/N'' Seokmin said before helping me lift myself up. My eyes aren't leaving the straight road in front of me even though the moving car began to become smaller and smaller every second.
Seungkwan grabbed my other arm and they both helped me in standing up. I met their eyes, but the twinkling eyes I've known before turned to a gloomy ones. Everything seemed to changed without any warnings. As much as I try to stop my tears, I can't. I feel so weak, my brain can't even think of any thoughts right now. The only thing I can think off is Soonyoung.
I lowered my head to hide my ugly ass crying face from my friends but they didn't stop me from expressing what I felt right now, instead they did the same way. I can't blame them though, I bet they are experiencing twice the pain I'm feeling. They met each other first, experienced a lot of pains together, and created way more memories than Soonyoung and I had. I just can't imagine how broken they are after losing their friend, which they treat more like their own brother.
Me? How am I? Can I just wake up from this nightmare? Like... Come on. I'm so tired of losing someone I love. I can bare to lose someone again? What if this happens again to Seokmin? Or maybe me? This orphanage became my home ever since they brought me here. I met amazing people which eventually turned to my own new family. I don't want to wake up feeling this shit. I wanna wake up with a stable family with my friends beside me. I'm sick of being separated with my love ones.
"Are you okay?" Seungkwan questioned me. He sat on the empty swing beside me and Seokmin kneeled in front of me.
"of course she's not. What kind of question is that?" Seokmin said.
"I'm scared" I said without looking at them. I sniffed and a single tear dropped from my eyes. Seungkwan handed me his handkerchief and I didn't mind getting it from him.
I gently pat the fabric on my cheeks and finally I lifted my head up. I saw how sorrowful Seokmin and Seungkwan are. From my view, we are all broken inside out.
"I don't want to be attached to someone because I'm scared that I might lose them again" I said while looking at my fidgeting hands. Seungkwan's hand found it's way to my back and gently patting it to comfort me.
