✨mcyt oneshots✨

insecurities; punz

request: no

prompt: y/n is insecure of their weight, and punz help cheer them up

pronoun: they/them

tw: eating disorder, vomiting, mention of weights

if you struggle w this and need to skip it, that's okay!! stay safe, ily guys <33

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y/n wiped their mouth after throwing up their dinner. they sighed as they got up to look at the mirror. their stomach is still too big. they grabbed their toothbrush to brush their teeth to get rid of the vomit breath.

they spit out the toothpaste before grabbing their mouthwash. after rising their mouth out, they looked back at the mirror, sighing at their reflection. they really hated how they look. they was just too fat.

they heard the front door open, so they left the bathroom to greet their boyfriend.

punz smiled as he laid eyes on his significant other. he shook off his jacket before engulfing y/n into a hug and gave them a kiss on the head. "hi baby," he finally spoke.

"hi," y/n smiled. the pair went to the couch, cuddling as punz picked a movie on netflix. y/n couldn't concentrate as their throat was still strachy and it was painful. they got up to get a glass of water, hoping the cold would help. it helped a bit, but not enough to get rid of the pain.

punz began to notice the weird behavior. it was the tenth time it happened that month, and it was only the eleventh of the month. he walked into the kitchen as well.

"you okay? you've been acting weird the whole week, no offense," he asked, grabbing a coke from the fridge. y/n nodded, not wanting to tell him. it's embarrassing.

beside, how can you tell someone you've been forcing yourself to puke because you hate how you look?

punz sighed, grabbing the other's hand. "i know you're not telling me the truth. what's wrong?"

y/n's eyes began to water, as they looked away from punz's concerned gaze. they stayed silent.

"please, i can't help you if you don't tell me. what's wrong?"

"i hate myself. i hate how i look," they whispered.

punz's eyes widened. he softly turned y/n's face to his, looking at them in the eyes. "why? what is it you hate about yourself?"

"my weight. i'm too fat. all the comments was right, i am fat."

"y/n, babe, no. you're perfect. why would you think you're fat? you are absolutely perfect the way you are, and i love you for you."

y/n looked down at the ground, tears falling down their face, and punz tilted their face back up. "i mean it. have you been eating?"

y/n nodded. "and keeping it down?" punz added. y/n didn't answer, and punz pulled them close.

"babe, you don't need to starve yourself. you're not even fat. you're at a perfect weight. if you're truly not happy with it, then we can start eating healthier or work out, but puking is not the right thing to do."

"i'm sorry-"

"don't be, i know it's hard. especially with all the comments, it can messes with your mind. but you don't need to change yourself. i love you, honestly. i love you so much it's not even funny."

y/n smiled slightly, looking up at their boyfriend. "i love you too."

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