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i wish mirrors didnt exist

a poem i just wrote in two minutes
tw: insecurities, food mentions, idk what else i'm not good w this ):
basically a rant post
hey there delish; wilbur soot is being written atm it's halfway done !!

i wish mirrors didn't exist
so i don't have to spend everyday
picking apart my body and face
and allow it to ruin my day
when all i want to do is feel pretty

i hate the fact i cant feel pretty without makeup
the fact that eyeliner keep me satisfied
and if it's not perfect i ruin my plans
and i hate that i rely on boys
when the only thing they care ab is my body

when the only thing i want is to be happy
and i hate social media for making me this way
i hate that i feel guilty every time i eat
and i hate that i use filters to cover my insecurities
i hate that people see me differently than i see myself

i hate myself most of all
for being a hypocrite
for being a bother to all
for listening to the bad things
and most of all

for feeling this way

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i hope you guys liked the poem, and if you feel the same way, pls know that you're beautiful and is worth it

i love you guys, and i hope you have a great day/night <3 eat some food and drink some water if you haven't !!

love you guys<3